Matt Engarde again. I can't stand how the fandom sees me. I'm not cute or anything like that, I was a shitty person who cared only about myself and using people to my own advantage. And why in hell do people ship me with Juan? I literally hired de Killer to murder him. Is there something I'm missing here? Honestly, before I kinfirmed Matt, I wanted to punch him in the face. I feel so sorry for Mr. Wright and Adrian for dealing with me.










