#wouldvebeen

earlier this morning, i saw a colleague waiting at the bus stop where we usually wait for the office shuttle. i did not recognize him behind his heavy-tinted shades and shirt. but eventually, it occurred to me that it was him--someone i used to know back home.

i pretended not to notice but his presence was overwhelming. it took a while for us to talk. i think, he even purposely walked in front of me to get my attention. he succeeded. he said “hi” and i returned the favor.

the exchange was very casual. i was surprised when he asked what my current calling is. at least it was not ambushed.

the conversation became light. despite the humid weather, i was relaxed. my emotions were intact. i asked where he spent his missionary service, i pretended not to know. i had to address the elephant in the room--i know he was waiting for me to ask. he answered, almost tastelessly. after a series of questions, i told him where i lived. “really?” he said quite pretentiously. and the rest of the conversation went on from there.