#worstbirthdayever

It’s almost my birthday. First one without my baby @archibald_is_bald which is intensified by this horrific pandemic. But honestly...I turn 28 on the 8th, and he would’ve turned 8 on the 28th and there is just so much magic in that I am so so so heartbroken it never gets to happen 🤣#loss #worstbirthdayever https://www.instagram.com/p/B-hMFayhman/?igshid=ow9z4d95ulqk

"25" again. #happybirthday #happybirthdaytome #snuggie #lousybirthday #rain #blue #bluehair #bluehairdontcare #glasses #hellokitty #chocolate #cake #isthisdayoveryet? #makeawish #worstbirthdayever

Margaritas and stewed lamb to soothe the disappointed soul. #election2016 #worstbirthdayever #thankgodformexicanfood (at La Cocina Oaxaqueña)

Recently I started a new decade. I am 30 years old now. No party happened. No gift received. No girlfriend. Oh, the job… My mother bought a cake and we got fatter and enjoyed the laugher while it lasted. So I gave me a gift. Expend, like, the previous 3, 4 days before my birthday studying music and discovering new artists. On my birthday night, I listened to music and played bass, because I knew no one would call, or send me an fucking email. I've always gave too much for my own good. No regrets. Fortunately, received two messages - instagram directs from colleagues I really care. And two calls. My mother's aunt and an childhood friend I haven't talked in ages. And my bass got a name and a tattoo. Its called "Toi Yeu Ban". All this awesome and memorable experience (isn't it?) made me got really nostalgic and bla here. I mean. I think music should be seen, indubitably, as a mechanism of expression. Social, emotional, it doesnt really matter; as long as money is only used as a part of the process to, you know, help you to build things. And by build things I mean buy some fucking great equips, not create empty, shallow careers. I will do a serie of posts discussing the topic (music industry in general) from a fan of music/hobbyist musician/listener point of view here. Always wanted to have blog. Never knew what to write. People reading it or not, Now I know. Music. Animation. Art. :) First post later today. Stay tuned.