rapidly ageing and decaying ramble but
seeing people out in the open using chatgpt still just gives me such an aneurysm like ..... not to be a judgemental cunt but the sheer prevalence is so doomerworld bad vibes jorjor well mentality n idk it feels like post-covid sociality is so fucking ultra-hostile woolworths + coles r palantir doom levels PSOs r everywhere those fuckass city-hired security PLUS a pint is like fucking $15 !!!! THE EZYMART AT STATE LIBRARY STATION CHARGED ME $8 FOR A MONSTER !!!! :( the economy is in shambles etc ...... and obvs lots of lovely things r still happening but
i'm so privileged to have heaps of positive community n yet everything is still going wrong as fuck for everybody ever n it feels a bit like everybody's been sick or dying or homeless at the moment in a fucking intense !!!! manner and everything outside is bleak and the urban environment wants to explode you with ten thousand lasers and the new premier sucks balls as expected and you can't have fuck shit or cultivate sustainable spaces to do whatever fulfilling activities IDK !!!!! !!!!
we just need to get out of winter first -
point being that everything's so fkng dire inside these insulated-ish circles but then i exit them and it's all fucked in ways i kinda forget r also a problem and all of the outside world at the moment seems to be generally some degree of #bummer and #harshvibe but i'm being a sook for a minute and will return to smileposting shortly just demoralising to have no way of fixing everything + saving everybody all of the time lol
