#worm.fic

“This is what I’m trying to tell you, man,” he sighs, fingers kneading into his thighs, “I don’t know what it feels like.” “What what feels like?” “Love… being in love. I don’t– I don’t know what the difference is,” Dean, fresh off six hours sleep, looks exhausted. ~~~~ What follows is a string of confessions, leading them to a better understanding of what Dean and Cas want from each other, and what "love" means to them.

this fic is an exploration of how a queer-platonic relationship could look between dean and cas. in this fic dean is aromantic, and cas is asexual, and it's all about them learning that love can mean whatever they want it to.

aphobes dni

“You enjoy sex,” he says simply. “Uh, well… yeah.” “I want to make you happy Dean. I want to give you everything you need,” Cas whispers as he smooths his thumb across Dean’s pink cheek. He purposefully doesn’t mention all the other reasons he wants to do this. “You already do. More than that man, you’re here. That’s enough for me.” Castiel knows that’s not true. It can’t be enough because it’s not everything. Dean needs someone who can give him everything.

QPR FIC PART 2

hello hello! this is part 2 to Weeds or Wildflowers? a fic i wrote as an exploration of what it would be like for dean and cas to be in a queer-platonic relationship. in these fics cas is ace, and dean is aromantic, and they're learning how to make it work.

this particular fic is 2 years on from w.o.w and focuses on cas' asexuality.

warnings for internalised acephobia and panic attacks.

your needs, my needs [4.5k]

part 2 to weeds or wildflowers, an exploration of an asexual cas, as he deals with insecurity and the fear that he might not be "enough" for dean. it's cute tho dw

weeds or wildflowers? [7k]

this fic is an exploration of how a queer-platonic relationship could look between dean and cas. in this fic dean is aromantic, and cas is asexual, and it's all about them learning that love can mean whatever they want it to.

our house [900]

Inspired by the song "Our House" by Crosby Stills Nash & Young. Post-canon domestic fluff with some past reflection.

chasing feathers [2.2k]

The missing scene from Faith 1x12. Dean learns that he's dying, and ruminates on life, death and everything he wishes he had the time to fix. Canon compliant, read immediately after the credits of the episode for placement!

clouds in the sky of my soul [3.8k]

Dean tries to reconcile his grief over losing Cas, blaming himself for his death and the love left unspoken. Memories, storms and a lot of metaphors. Finale doesn't happen.

wonderful tonight [900]

In which Dean prepares a romantic bath for him and Cas, because he has the time now. Post-canon.

now i'm your daisy [500]

Post-canon, family day in the park. Fluff <3

this is religion (reupload) [3.6k] [E]

[E] | 3.6k

"And it tastes like Cas. Cas flooding his mouth, running over his lips, his chin, his neck and down his throat. Cas bleeding into his flesh, coursing through his body, stitching together all his corporeal wrongs. Cas on him, through him, still not close enough. Dean groans deep around his fingers and the liquid grace. He’s ravenous, and he needs to be satiated."

hi some of you may remember when i wrote and posted this in april last year (my first ever fic!) but i deleted it bc smut and i was dealing with realising i'm ace etc. but there are some lines in here that i really like and i miss.

this is just blasphemous destiel smut and poetry, enjoy! lmao <3