Jan 17, 2025
turns out my supervisor is?? impressed??? with my work so far??? how do I keep getting away with this??
#surely someone’s going to catch me eventually#<- thinks imposter syndrome isn’t happening to him bc he’s justified this time I swear#<- chronically undervalues his time work effort and feelings#<- has been working very consistently on this project and just. taking breaks. I’ve been having more breaks. bc I need them.#genuinely insane though that I’ve been so stressed abt my supervisor being annoyed at me and thinking I’m not doing enough and none of its#working properly#and then I have my first meeting back in person this year and we go through my analyses and like. he’s very happy with them.#I’m ahead of schedule (a schedule for me which he has in his own head and has not deigned to tell me)#he’s impressed by how I’m thinking abt stuff which to me feels incredibly basic and something that obviously needs considering#(that one might be him underestimating students but genuinely idk! literally talking abt thinking abt effect sizes which is. basic science)#(regardless of whether that’s true I am making good points and coming up with explanations for shit and planning my own analyses so like)#part of why I’m so surprised IS bc I’ve had so little help doing this during an incredibly bad time for me but also!!!! what!!!!!!#things are FINALLY looking up a little bit and I’m gonna be sososo busy for a while but I am just happy that this is apparently going well#hot girl winter? perchance?#luke.txt
