I did not recognise somebody’s voice who anyway caught me off guard. It is really strange how can the past that you thought you have put behind you can still effect you. I could not work properly after that. I had this strange feeling all evening. After that I have worked some more when I arrived home around one  am instead of binge watching netflix.  I had a good night sleep with a good dream at the end. It is just sad that it is not real. That one as well caught me as off guard as well.  Finally I have started practising again on the cello. Even if just in small portions.  I have to put my melancholy into the music and writing and than we will see.  Hope & Faith.