#wordstomyself

Create endlessly. Create imperfectionally and wildly. Creating is a prescription for your soul.

Ik weet dat je gekwetst bent. Ik weet dat het een zware reis is en je het gevoel hebt dat niemand begrijpt wat je doormaakt, maar je bent niet de enige. Blijf doorgaan. In de tussentijd, ren niet terug naar oude herinneringen, alleen maar omdat het comfortabel aanvoelt. Stop met het achtervolgen van mensen, omdat je om ze geeft. Stop met het geven van je tijd en aandacht, wanneer ze het niet waarderen. Laat het idee los dat je dezelfde persoon moet zijn die je een jaar geleden was. Alles wat je doormaakt, bereidt je voor op iets beters.

Hey, beautiful. Keep smiling.

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Reflecting, on a day that I spent completely alone. You've gotten this far, you can't afford to start showing your weak side to him or anyone now. You can't afford to start giving in. You're physically strong, but now you need to be emotionally strong. You asked for this, you live with it. Everyone's made mistakes in the past. Everyone's made wrong or bad decisions. That doesn't make you a bad person. That doesn't mean you deserve any less. That doesn't mean you're not worthy of love. And if that's what someone thinks, understand that they are in the wrong and that you don't need them in your life. Learn to live with yourself and stop looking back. The second you hesitate you'll get left behind. Look out for yourself. Take care of yourself. Take every opportunity that comes your way. You're broken right now but you're absolutely worthy and deserving of love. Despite what any of these guys in your life think of you, one day someone will love you for who you are, and everything you've done - good or bad. Your mistakes won't matter. Your past won't matter. They'll see substance, they'll understand your soul and they will help you grow and grow along side you. Don't give up on that. You've lost all belief in yourself, but given some time, you won't be lost anymore. Love yourself, love your mistakes, love yourself physically. Try to find calmness and serenity in your soul, try to find peace of mind. And be proud of all you have achieved and that you've gotten this far in life. Every day that you wake up is a gift, keep on breathing. Life is only beginning. There's still so much ahead, so much more to come, so much that's unwritten. Keep the faith.

Face it, you can't love anyone anymore.