I am so tired. But my body must have some wires crossed, because I donโt want to go to bed, I just want to eat and read fic. Like that will solve the problem. I just ate so Iโm not hungry, and Iโm almost too tired to even appreciate fic, but no my brain just wants to do those things because they bring endorphins and tiredness probably induces a lack thereof, or something. And so body thinks those things are the solution, they are not, if I would just to the fuck to bed like a functional human being who sleeps then the need would go away. Sigh. Brains are stupid. Will put away garbage and plate, and brush teeth. Close laptop first, though, or nothing will ever happen until I fucking pass out