only time will tell
I worry that I am fitting into a box that was not made for me. Was not made by me.Â
I worry that I fit too well inside of this box and that I cannot tell time inside.
I worry that time seems to fade away never returning.
So much for abandonment issues.
I have none of those.
I have...what’s the opposite of abandonment issues? Abandon-er issues.Â
Inside this box is filled with all of the things I love. Nice words, affection, praise, compliments, picturesque moments.Â
I worry I manifested the wrong idea.
I worry that if I step out of this box that there will not be another box that is big enough for me.
But what if I am not meant for boxes? What if I am meant for closets? Wardrobes? Houses? Warehouses? Mansions? Counties? Countries? Oceans?
What IF I am meant for oceans? What if I am meant for the depth and the darkness? What if I am meant for the saltiness and crunch of sand? What if I am meant for the healing powers of waves?
What if I am the ocean-in a box? Can you contain water in a box? Indefinitely?Â
I think it would get soggy, stale-evaporate and dry out.Â
















