Kenzi sat on the porch a glass of tea in her hands with her knees pulled to her chest as she watched a few members of the pack trying to get the bonfire going. The pups where tossing a football around while the older men where mostly talking and drinking beers. Even after a year Kenzi pulled back from the pack, never fully putting herself into things.Â
Pulling her sweater tighter around her, she took a sip, giving a tiny smile as she watched one of the younger boys tackle his friend. The feeling of eyes on her made her shift in her seat just as she sniffed the air. Duke. âYa can take a seat you know.â
âNot gonna say you wont bite?â His gruff voice returned, making things low in her stomach twist into knots. He was still getting used to using his voice so the sound of it was still like gravel. She tipped her head to look up at him, a tiny smile on her lips âThat would be a lie. Cause I got a bite. Worse then my barkâ
The chuckle that left him startled her a bit and she stared at him as he took the seat next her, pouring himself some of the sweet tea. She watched him as he sipped it, her eyes moving over his features, half shadowed in the setting son and the now blazing bonfire off in the yard. He looked so dark, haunted and yet...almost at ease more then before. âTastes like my mamaâsâ
It took her a moment to shake from her thoughts before she dipped her head, staring down at her own glass. âHope so. She taught me to make it. Said something about âAny proper girl down here should know how to make damn good sweet tea.ââÂ
âSounds like her..â his tone became darker and Kenzi regretted saying anything. The two sat in silence, the only sounds the laughter from the pack in the yard. After about ten minutes she finally spoke up. âI spent nine months shifted. Took your Ma and dad a good two to get me to come out of the woods. I think I still spend more time on four paws then two feet. Feels like I donât have to be scared. I have the power and not the hunters, not the pain..â
âFeels like you can just run and never worry about anything.â
âPretty much.â
They sat there just content to be near each other. It wasnât till she was starting to think she should head back inside when Duke spoke up. âYou do have a pack you know. You donât have to be apart from them..If my dad says you are good for the pack you are.â She looked up at him, blue eyes widening slightly.  âI donât...â Shaking her head she sighed âMaybe you should take your own adviceâ
âMaybe.â
âIâll go down there if you do.â She stood up, stretching out her limps before holding her hand out to him. He stared at it as if it was going to burn him before looking into her eyes. The knot in her stomach seemed to grow tighter as she looked into his dark eyes, wondering if he was going to turn her down. But when his much larger hand slide into hers she let out a breath she didnât realize she had been holding. âLead the way darlinââ With a shared smile they headed down to the bonfire, joining the pack. Duke hadnât let her hand go the night and the ended up curled up on the grass, watching the fire blaze when Adam, a older member of the pack, pulled out his guitar and started to play. It was the first night in a long time that either of them felt like they where home.
  The first of many.