#wolfii

I’m so sorry for what I’ve done to you. For the things I said to your friends after I’ve broken up with you and for the rumors that spread afterwards. I’m so sorry for the way I’ve mocked your pain just so I didn’t have to admit that I was in pain too. And now, more than two years later this pain has overtaken me. This is my fault, I never took the time to grieve. I just wish I could have you back, have this relationship back. I wish I could have back what was between us before all of it started falling apart. I’ve grown since all of it happened but I’m not sure wether it is enough. I’m not sure wether I’m stable enough, my life is stable enough. But I do know for sure that I miss you and it’s eating me up inside. Don’t get me wrong Im not in love anymore, at least I don’t think I am. But I miss you and I wish we could be in love again like we were, because you were pure and good. Maybe I am still a little in love with you. I don’t know. But you were more than I deserved anyways. And since I won’t ever get you back, I don’t deserve you, all that’s left is to wish a happy life for you. And someone who sees you for the beautiful and purely good person you are. I miss you. But who am I kidding? These words will never reach you. I miss you.