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Chapter 2

Her stomach hurt so badly. She was starving. Jove wanted to curl up and squish her stomach until it didn’t hurt anymore.

Her head felt fuzzy and it was like she couldn’t open her eyes. She heard yelling. Jove tried to wake up from her unconsciousness, she tried to jerk around even if it hurt her stomach, but she couldn’t. She felt jaws lock around her scruff and felt herself being dragged and she tried to whimper.

Being dragged HURT. It hurt so much she needed to strike out and hurt someone back. She needed to rake her claws against someone’s face but then a second pair of jaws locked into the fur near her tail and she felt herself being lifted off the ground.

She guessed a second cat heard her call. Jove heard snarling in the background. She NEEDED to get back to her sister yet she still couldn’t move. “Get away from her!” That was her sister! Jove tried and tried to fight the cats carrying her, but it was like her body wouldn’t cooperate. She tried to wail. But she couldn’t. She just couldn’t. “Jove!” She heard her sister’s cry. Her sister’s cry was the last thing she heard before she completely blacked out.

I’ve heard all my life about how this world will drain you and I’ve realized that it’s true. I’ve never had a best friend. All I had was my sister. I never realized how much life was pulling me into thinking i was such a waste of life because I never had anyone to love me. My sister loved me but she didn’t love me enough, I’ve always needed more that one person to love me. That’s who I am, and that’s not her fault. But I know that if I was with you, I would only need you. I wouldn’t need someone else. I can be cold and i can mistreat others but you made me realize how beautiful this world is everyday and I promise everyday that i will try my hardest to put everything I can into making you happy. I was crushed when I was reminded how fake that was when I met my parents again but I tried to put my all into helping you after the fight... into fixing you. I knew you didn’t need much fixing, but I made myself think you needed fixing so that I had a reason to love you without admitting it to myself. When I go outside and get cold I’m trying to keep myself warm. But I don’t want to just warm myself, I want to warm you so that you can experience life the best way possible. The best way possible with me. I want to always be there to warm you, even when life does drain me and i give up and my body gets too cold to produce any heat. When I came back to home, I didn’t care that you hurt me previously. I didn’t care. I didn’t realize how much I had fallen for you. You made me realize that it really doesn’t matter that my coat is not the thickest coat, but that it still gives off warmth and life. I will love life. If you dont feel the same way, I will still love life. Because I have loved you. Even if you don’t love me back, I will run away somewhere knowing that I loved you to the fullest. And I will warm all that I can where I go. When I am put in a bad place, I will love everyone around me no matter what the circumstance is, knowing that I had spread my love to you, knowing that I could do it again. Before I met you I would never of said any of these words, but you made me realize how much I can do. How much I can say. How much I can love. How much I can love you. Loving me could be worth it ..