#woeps

“I can’t do this.” “Of course you can’t do it alone, but you don’t have to; we are here with you after all.”

“But can I take you down with me into the rabbit hole?”

“Did you just call war and someone wanting to kill you solely for your blood connections a rabbit hole?”

“I did, didn’t I?”

“You really did. But yes, we will follow you, stupid. We are like a pack of stray dogs; you can’t get rid of us even if you wanted to. and look me in the eye and tell me you really want to.”

“You know damm well I don’t want to do this alone, but I also can’t take you with me, what if I only put you in danger? What if..”

“No more what ifs, what if you get into a deadly accident tomorrow? You won’t know unless it's happening right then and there and not a moment before, but this way we will at least be together until the end, or until the war has been won.”

“You do realise this will make you a target too, right? Can you stomach the idea that you and your entire family also get a target on their back? Can you live with that?”

“Yes, I can. You are my friend, mate through the good and the bad we tackle it together, and that's the end of the story.”

“But”

“No buts, no ifs, and no what about it. I am coming with you even if I have to track you down myself, got it?”

“I don..”

“I said, got it?”

I love writing, I really do I love it when the words just flow, and I can just share my vision with the world

Whenever it's born out of spite or love, I adore it, it's so lovely

Writing fanfiction adds that extra layer of loveliness to it; it really does You are part of a community, big or small born from love when the fandom adores someone's work so much they just have to share it with more, or out of spite because a writer doesn't like fanfiction, and we as the fandom disrespect those wishes. Even more so when that author does like fan art, like wft bro they are two sides of one coin.

But I also hate writing, I hate it when the words won't come out I hate it when I get a headache from staring at the screen too long, and now my head is all messed up. I hate it when my passion needs validation because otherwise, I won't feel good enough I hate it when I don't dare to write because what if what I write isn't good enough, doesn't fit my vision?

I love it, but I also hate it