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Death God!Higgs
On your 21st birthday, a sacrifice must be made. Your death is a blessing, accept and join in the gold and red godâs sweet embrace.
Rating: E
Paring: Higgs Monaghan x F!Reader
Tags: cults, death virgin sacrifice, sexual content, sexual use of tentacles, cunnilingus, P in V
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It was your 21st birthday, a day you had dreaded for the longest time. You couldn't help but envy the people out there who got to celebrate it, how they were able to celebrate future birthdays. Not you, not in your world. For this birthday was going to be your last.
Today, you were waiting to see if you were deemed worthy to be part of The Beach, to become a gift for their god. You have seen it happen to others many times, each one as gruesome as the last. You can still remember the last one so vividly, ripped apart by the creature that called the waters home. Poor thing, they never stood a chance. The tentacles wrapped around them destroyed any sign of survival as the waters danced with their blood.
It was rare for someone not to be chosen, but they were met with a harsher fate: shame. No, to be destroyed is to bring blessings, to hold off another mass extinction.
You were born in it, your parents devout followers. There was never a day when you didn't sit in the front row, looking at the high priest as he performed his ritual to the gold and red god. You knew the myth all too well, the story of a man born from the blackest tar in the mountains of Lake Knot. A creation by the goddess of extinction, Amelie, to bring death and darkness throughout the world. She named him Higgs, and oh, he was a mighty force.
He brought fear and violence to the world, cleansing it with time speeding rain and fire from the heavens. He pulled the veil between life and death, causing the dead to walk among the earth. Amelie, now frightened at what she had created, tried to destroy him, but to no avail. Heartbroken at the betrayal, he summoned a great beast made from the same tar he was born in, swallowing her, which caused the first voidout in the world. It is said the body of water near your home is a crater of that very voidout.
He then threatened to bring forth another one, to destroy this earth and wipe out everyone in it. However, anyone who was devoted to him could be spared if they brought a virgin as a sacrifice on their 21st birthday. If they are proven worthy, or doomed as the priest called it, their life would bring peace on the earth and spare humanity once more.
You have heard it many times and seen what happens to one who is doomed. It was something you wanted to avoid; you even contemplated ending your own life but knew it would not be much use. You would often stare up at the statue of Higgs during the rituals, draped in a red and gold cloak, his face pale white with streaks of gold around his eyes and lips. A sinister smile stretched across his face. It was an image that haunted you for many nights as long as you could remember. And it was that very image you were looking at now as you stood there awaiting your fate.
You could hear the priest chanting, wearing a cloak in Higgs's colors. He wore a red mask with gold lashes around the eyes, standing over you and breathing you in. You could feel your heart racing, praying to any deity to spare you. You would much rather have shame than deal with a worse outcome.
"She is doomed," the words cut you. Your heart dropped to the pit of your stomach. You could hear your parents cheer, praising Higgs for blessing them. This was it; you were done.
It all became a blur after that, like your mind drifted somewhere else as they prepared you for the ceremony. They dressed you in the traditional attire, a long red dress. Your hair was braided, and your makeup was almost like Higgs's face minus the smile lines. You could hear everyone praising you as you walked down the path to the opening of the water, thanking you for saving them and telling you how lucky you were to be chosen. You could even see your parents, crying and looking at you as if proud.
"Higgs, the all-mighty god of death, has blessed us once more this day," you heard the priest cry. "Another has been chosen to give their lives so we may live to see another sunset! Bless you, child, your death will not be in vain. You will bring peace into this cruel, undeserving world. May the red and gold god hold you in his sweet embrace!"
You breathe, hearing the drums as you walk into the water. Tears began to run down your cheeks, and the realization of your life ending became stronger with each step. You stop as the water becomes waist-deep, taking one last breath as you look up at the heavens. This was it; who knew what Higgs had in mind for your end? You have seen people get clawed into the water by the beached things. Ripped apart by tentacles or jerked in the air, turning into a blob. Whatever yours was going to be, you could only hope it was quick. That you wouldn't feel a thing.
You could hear a low, frightening growl, but couldn't find the source. You then close your eyes and await your death.
Nothing. You didn't feel yourself being pulled or ripped. You had to open your eyes to see if you imagined it. You were somewhere else, somewhere dark. You couldn't see anything around you, nor feel the ground beneath your feet. Was this it? Did you die?
Just then, you heard someone whistling. You jerked your head around to see what was nearby, but still couldn't see anything. The tune felt so familiar. It was as if you had heard it long ago but couldn't put your finger on it.
"Let that yawn out. There's no pretendingâŚ"
The singing voice was male, soothing yet dangerous, like a predator circling their prey.
"I will hold you, and protect youâŚ"
You could feel someone walking behind you, but you didn't dare to look.
"So let love warm you, till the morningâŚ"
Just then, you saw him standing before you, causing your body to tremble in fear. It was him, Higgs. He looked exactly like the statue of the temple, same cloak, same white face with gold tears, same crooked smile stretched across his face. The only thing different was his eyes, blue as a bright summer sky.
"Your mama did sing you a pretty little lullaby," he commented.
You remember the song now. Your mother always sang it to you when you were scared, assuring you everything would be okay as long as you were by her side. It used to calm you down, but not now. Not with the god of death hovering over you.
"You seem nervous," he observed, head tilted in curiosity. "Do I make you nervous?"
You nodded, not daring to lie. He let out a chuckle of amusement, reaching out to wipe your cheek with his gloved thumb.
"Don't be, sweetheart, I'm not gonna hurt you." You found no comfort in his words.
"W-Where am I?" You finally muster to speak. Higgs looked around before looking back at you.
"In the in between," he explained. "Kinda dull, I know."
His face got closer to yours, and a black tentacled tongue slid against your other cheek to capture your tears. A hum of satisfaction coming from him.
"Why don't I take you somewhere more comfortable, hm?"
In the blink of an eye, you are in another place. A temple on the palm of a giant statue. You were surrounded by a dark beach, headstones as far as the eye could see. Above you, smoke-like figures hovered over you in circles.
"There, much better," Higgs's voice pulls you from your thoughts. You were taken aback by the change he made in himself. He looked human, with semi-long light brown hair. The white face you knew all too well was gone. It was now bare except for dark eyeliner around his eyes, golden writings across his browless forehead that you couldn't make out. He was no longer wearing the cloak, but baggy army green pants. His chest was bare, revealing the same gold writings all over his arms and chest. He wasâŚbeautiful.
"Relax," he said as he sat on something that resembled a headstone. "You got nothing to fear here."
"What is this place?" You ask him.
"This? This is home, your new home," Higgs replied. "The one we are gonna share for all eternity."
Home? Was this the beach you heard so much about? You didn't move, taking in your new surroundings.
"I don't understand. Did I die?" You felt dumb asking these questions, but you had to know.
"You mean like the other poor souls before you? No, not really anyway. I crossed you over, first time I actually practiced what I preached."
"SoâŚthe others? Where are they?"
"Oh, they're dead, lingering around up there," he pointed up at where the figures were. Now you were even more confused. You were supposed to die, to bring blessings to the world. Why were you standing there and not up there like the rest?
"See, I've been around for a long time," Higgs continued. You watch him lie on his side, propping up his head. You tried your best to ignore how his lean muscles twitched as he got comfortable.
"Tens of thousands of years to be exact, justâŚwandering. And when you live as long as I have, you tend to get bored. That whole thing about sacrificing somebody so I can spare the world from another wipeout? It was just for my amusement. Humans will do just about anything to save their pathetic little hides. And I got an appetite for destruction, so win-win. They've been feeding me very well if I do say so myself."
"So, the other sacrificesâŚthat was just for fun?"
"Yeah," Higgs replied as if surprised you didn't figure it out sooner. "See, extinction is going to happen regardless. Humanity only has a hundred thousand years left tops, like the creatures crawling in the mud before them. They're all lambs to the slaughterhouse, but if they think they can pray away the inevitable, well, who am I to stop them? And who better, certainly better than that ol' bitch who betrayed me."
His voice was bitter, and his eyes got dark at the mere thought of Amelie. You could feel just how deep the hurt was.
"But why me?" You press. "Why spare me from the same thing?"
You could see his face soften, the anger falling away only to be replaced byâŚsadness.
"Tens of thousands of years, without anyone. Even gods get lonely, darlin'. We crave just like you do; we yearn. I was made out of the purest scum of the earth, molded into everything she wanted me to be: my guiding light, my angel of death. I truly believed we had a bond that was made of stronger stuff. But she thought I was getting out of control. Me, the very thing she ordered to do her dirty workâŚonly to try to destroy me. I loved her, and I swore when I shoved her out of existence that I would never allow myself to be fooled by the stupid notion ever again. That was until I heard you."
He sits back up, his eyes never leaving yours.
"You weren't praying to me, but I still heard you, your pleas to be free. You reminded me of myself. Born under a bad sign, being raised to be a tool for some gain. Just another means to an end. I watched you closely, watched you grow. You weren't blindly devoted; you questioned the environment around you. I found it rather refreshing plus you grew to be just the prettest little thing and I'm a sucker for a pretty face. So, me being me, I did some puppeteering. But all the while, I was working towards my own personal goal."
You watch as he walks toward you, your neck craning to look up at his tall frame.
"Admit it, the thought of being loved by a god is very appealing, don't you think? Think of the power you can have; you would never have to worry about anything, not even death. You will be forever beautiful, forever free. You can watch them all burn into the heaping pile of shit by my side. Poetic justice if you ask me."
You felt your heart leap; you heard the truth in his words. He chose you personally; you were not just another sacrifice. You had feared him all your life, and yet he took you away from it all; he saved you from living there one more day. Saved you from the shame of your parents. Then the realization hit you like a ton of bricks.
Tears formed in your eyes again, not out of fear or sadness. These were tears of relief; you finally felt at peace. Higgs gently hushed you, pulling you in an embrace. You heard him whisper how it was okay, that he had you. You couldn't get over how warm he felt, real. The priest was right all along; his embrace was sweet.
"See? Feels nice, doesn't it?" He smiled in your hair before whispering in your ear. "I can make you feel real niceâŚ"
You gasp, feeling the familiar sensation of his unique tongue caressing the shell of your ear. You could feel yourself throb with want, a moan leaving your lips while he growls in reply.
"That's it, baby, give in to me. Your body is already giving you away, craving meâŚwanting me, fuck, and you smell so sweet."
He brushes his lips along your jaw before latching onto your neck. A gentle nip here, a suck there along every inch of skin he could reach. His hands are on your hips, pressing your bodies together. You could feel something hard against you; your eyes widen at the realization. Higgs, on the other hand, just chuckles under your skin before pulling away.
"Now that we've got the formalities out of the way. What do you say we consummate this union, huh? Make it official."
Without saying another word, he picks you up into his arms, guiding you over the nearby bed before laying you down. The bed feels like nothing you have felt before: soft, red silk hugging every inch of your body. You sit back up to look at Higgs, and the hungry look on his face makes you feel exposed.
"No need getting shy on me now," his voice deep with desire as if reading you. "All your life, you never liked looking at me. But now? Oh, I got you now, and I'm not letting you look away from me this time."
Higgs reaches to the front of his pants, his sharp blue eyes never leaving yours. You, on the other hand, couldn't help but look away and watch what he was doing. Something he didn't seem to mind since he continued on. Taking his time, he undoes his pants, sliding his thumbs inside the fabric to help pull them down.
Fuck, he really was beautiful, every last inch of him was. Your eyes widen, seeing his cock spring from his pants. The sheer size of himâŚholy shit. You could feel your mouth water, not wanting to take your eyes off of it. This gains a pleasing moan from Higgs as he takes a step closer. Stroking himself in front of you at a slow pace.
"Like what you see, babydoll?" He asks watching your reaction. "See what you've been doing to me all the way from the other side?"
He then moves on to the bed with you, taking your hand to replace his at the base of his cock.
"It's yours, my body is yours just as yours is mine. Do whatever you want to me."
"I-I neverâŚ"
"I know," you could see the tip of the tentacle tongue slide over his lips. "I'll guide you."
And he did, holding your wrist as you stroked his cock. Heavy breathing leaves his lips, his eyes rolled back, followed by a happy moan.
"As much as I like for this to keep going," he pants, looking down at you once more. "I don't wanna lose it just yet, besidesâŚI find my appetite needs something a bit moreâŚsweet."
Higgs pulls your hand away, hovering over your body to lay you back down on the bed. You could feel his hands brush up your legs and thighs, hiking the red dress up until you were fully exposed to him. A blush heating your cheeks, instinct telling you to keep your legs closed, but Higgs was not having it. His hands grab onto your thighs yanking them apart, the look on his face threatening.
"You keep hiding from me I'm gonna hold you down. You understand?"
Your eyes widen, nodding in reply. The sharpness in his eye went away. With a tilt of his head he lifts your legs up, your pussy on full display.
"Look at you, just look at you. Practically dripping for me and I haven't started," he breathed. "Mine, finally it's mine."
Higgs gently scratches your inner thighs, his eyes fixated on you.
"Gotta warm you up, being your first time and all. Luckily for you, I have some tricks up my sleeve."
Your eyes widen as you watch Higgs move further down your body, keeping eye contact with you. He wasn't going toâŚwas he? You can practically feel his breath on you before you see the tentacle once again. The tip flicked against your clit, making you jump. If it weren't for Higgs holding you down, you would have jumped out of bed.
That was a sensation you have never felt before, like raw electricity crashing throughout your body. Your reaction must have been what he was looking for, feeling it happen again.
"So responsive," Higgs observed. "Oh, I knew I made the right choice with you. Do you think you can handle more?"
More? More of what?
Then you feel it, the tentacle sliding inside you. You gasp, gripping onto the bed sheet. You can feel it filling you up, taking deep breaths to adjust to this very new sensation.
Higgs hums in satisfaction, his eyes finally closed as you could feel him wiggle and roll inside you. The very tip curling and brushing a spot that almost had you seeing stars.
"OhâŚoh my godâŚ"
Higgs chuckled, pulling away from you with the tentacle out as if panting.
"You're damn right, your god," he smirked at you before diving right back in causing you to cry out. He was relentless, having the alien tongue fuck you while he dug his fingers into your hips. You could hardly move from his grip, but you still rolled your hips with the tentacle. Your pants and moans call out to the dark heavens above you against the wet sounds he was causing. Your orgasm hits you before you even realize it, and a painful cry leaves you.
You couldn't move, couldn't talk. You were just a shell of a person. Never had you felt something this good before. Sex to you was taught as a means of reproduction. No pleasure, no excitement out of it. You never really had any sexual thoughts, come to think about it. You lie there, trying to collect your thoughts as you feel Higgs kissing up your body, taking the dress off you completely.
"And to think, that was just the appetizer," Higgs chuckled as he paid attention to your neck again. "Haven't even made it to the main course yet! But that little death tells me you are more than ready to be thoroughly fucked."
You whimper, feeling Higgs teasing you by rubbing the tip of his cock against your folds. There was no way you had the strength to experience it again if he got you off on his tongue; who knows what he could do with the rest of his body?
"Look at me," he gently demanded. You finally gather the strength to do so, looking at him as you feel him hook your legs with his arms. Neither one of you looked away, Higgs shifted to his knees, and you could feel him slowly push inside you until he bottomed out. Your whimper harmonized with his, watching his eyes flutter back. For a moment, he didn't move, the two of you getting used to the feeling of each other. You feel how full you were by the size of him while hearing him whisper how good you felt to him.
"God damn baby," he breathed. His eyes opened to look down at where you were connected. "You're so perfectâŚmade just for me."
His thrusts were slow and steady, letting you get used to him. It was short-lived, however, because as soon as you let out a deep moan, he picked up the pace. He showed no mercy on you, rough skin slapping echoed in your ears as he fucked you in just the right spot. Your cries chimed in, getting louder with each movement. He wasn't shy about his pleasure either, thick wanton moans leaving his lips followed by raspy whispers.
"That's it, babyâŚjust like thatâŚlet them hear itâŚlet them hear how I make you feel."
A new noise pulls you away for a moment, causing you to look up at the figures above you. They were reacting to the union. Everything was, the waves down at the beach below were crashing, getting rougher. Higgs pulls your focus back onto him by letting out a deep growl. It wasn't human, and for a moment, you swore you heard that growl before.
"Mine, all mineâŚno one elseâŚno one can have youâŚno oneâŚ"
You can feel the familiar climax again, his movements not slowing down.
"Mine to haveâŚmine to fuckâŚoh fuck baby you're gonna make me cum."
"PleaseâŚHiggs please!"
Your knees were almost met by the sides of your face the way Higgs had you. Deep, harsh moans escaped him as his movements were getting sloppy.
"Cum with me, you're almost there I can feel itâŚ"
Then it hits you, much more than before. You scream out his name as he roars out. Heat, raw blazing heat filled you; you were almost sure you had another small climax just by the sensation. Higgs, meanwhile, only stops for a moment as he tries to regain himself. His breathing heavy, eyes closed, like he was basking in the feeling. Finally, he looks down at you, and a smile forms across his face. It wasn't sinister, quite the opposite.
He lookedâŚhappy. You couldn't help but smile back at him in the same bliss.
You gasp a bit, feeling him move again. Small whimpers leave you, still being so sensitive and raw.
"Don't wanna waste anything," he finally spoke followed by a happy sigh. "Fuck I can stay in you foreverâŚjust keepâŚmmm keep fucking that pretty pussy until they can hear you on the other side."
You wouldn't mind that at all, you thought. Feeling finally letting go of your legs so you were able to wrap them around him. A gesture he seemed to be very pleased with.
"Feeling's mutual, I take it," he teased. "Don't worry, baby; we've got the rest of time."
He leans forward, capturing your lips in a romantic kiss. It was tender, but still held a bit of passion to it as your tongue moves against his. You both lay there for a moment, basking in the afterglow of each other. He even moved the both of you until you were lying on his chest. Neither one of you says anything, and you could almost feel your eyes getting heavy from his fingers softly brushing your hair.
"Wore you out pretty good, huh?" He teases again, making you blush. However, the tender kiss on top of your head soothes you. "Get some shut-eye, sweetheart, we're gonna need you to save your strength for round two."
You lift your head to look at him in surprise. Higgs, on the other hand, gives you an amused look.
"What? You thought I was kidding? Oh no, I meant it. I have every intention of fucking your brains out until they hear you screaming my name on earth. Show them how to really pray to a god."
A u t h o r âs N o t e:
I really hope yâall like this! The idea of God!Higgs got such good reception so I hope it was worth the wait!! Hearts and Love as always and thank yâall so much for entertaining my silly ideas!










