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Vivian!

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1. What is your favorite song at the moment? Ohh ehmm a toss between Chocolate by the 1975 & Philip Philips with Gone Gone Gone

2. If you could be anyone for one entire day, who would you be? and why?

Hmmmmmm oh goodness I wanna say someone who gets to see and talk and kiss Dylan AND Andrew but hmmm OH WAIT HOLLAND RODEN I wanna be Holland no wait Shelley hehehehehe xD Cause I love Shelley she's gorgeous but then again Holland ugh CANT I BE BOTH?

3. Name one thing you love about yourself. 

My excitement over things/people I enjoy/love :)

4. What is the nicest thing someone said to you? 

'You are better than a cup of coffee on a early morning." :') Haha it may not seem like much huh what u talking about Ketie but the context in which it was said was great. It was an intake interview to apply to the college and study of my dreams and I was nervous that I wouldn't get it and talking in English and then I came in and the woman was blown away by me and she said I had what it took and more awesome stuff and then she said this ^^^ and she added that I was a person she knew they would see more of and that my enthusiasm and joy was the best thing she'd seen all day and I needed that :) 5. Of all the cities you’ve visited in your life, which one do you love the most. 

I think Paris :) 6. Name one song you hate.

Blurred Lines and Lucky omg  7. Which faction would you chose if you were in the world of Divergent (if you don’t know what Divergent is, look it up, read the books or watch the movie you won’t regret it I promise)

Amity :) haha I'm peaceful and colorful so yeah xD 8. Name one poem you really love. 

Fire and Ice by Robert Frost 9. Words from your favorite song. 

"It's time to begin, isn't it? I get a little big bigger, but then I'll admit I'm just the same as I was Now don't you understand That I'm never changing who I am"

It's Time by Imagine Dragons :) <3 10. Is there a movie you’ve watched so many times that you can quote almost the entire movie? If yes, what movie? 

Haha does HSM count cause I know those movies out of my head xD And I guess all the HP movies :) 11. What advice would you give to the 12 year old you? 

Dear 12 year old Ketie :)

I know you feel bad when they say high school is supposed to be the best years of your life but when you look around you you feel like you don't fit in and never will and you will try to change to make other happy but don't. After a while you'll see that the friends you make and who promise you will stay, leave. It will hurt and you'll change the way you are to friends because of it. School will not stay as easy as it is in your first year. You will struggle and others will excel. You'll feel terrible and stupid because if they can get it why can't I. Others will make fun of you because of it. Because you're fat, have zits (they all do but it's easier to pick on others) and none of your so called friends will defend you when they do. You're gonna be lonely. Not even your new born sister will help cause your mom is getting more stressed. Everything will change from this point and it's going to be the most painful thing you can imagine and right now I can only tell you we've gone over the worst and we're still standing. Don't be terrible to your mom cause she's all we got. She's been through awful things and she'll make you feel so bad that you're gonna spend nights in your pillow crying and will resent her for it but she just doesn't know how to do this all alone and how to phrase things so that she doesn't hurt you. Don't let the bad people who betray you and hurt you diminish your excitement over life and the new people coming in. There will be at least a few you will never regret knowing. Your sister will annoy the crap out of you because the age difference plays a bigger part than you think right now. You would still walk through a spinning door for her (and break your fingers trust me you don't want to know). Don't turn down moments to spend with your grandparents because they love you and you don't have anyone else besides your mom and sister. You won't get to see them for a long time sometimes so you should cherish the moments you do. And lastly...you will come to hate yourself which at the age of 12 seems silly cause we are all pink and bubbly and reading and friends but as it turns out life will break you and throw the meanest things at you and you are not strong enough to accept it and move on. There will come days where the sadness will get so bad that you can't get out of bed and you mom will scream at you and you think maybe if I just have an accident or something then it will be better. Right now I can't tell you we've found some self love and the panic attacks and crying nights are getting more but we're healing. We're healing and that's all that matters. 

PS you will cry over ships (you'll see) and fictional people but there is nothing wrong with that. You will meet the greatest people because of it :)

My questions.

1. Significant moment in your life that helped you with something.

2. Favorite ships.

3. People that make you happy :)

4. Something you would wish your parents/siblings would understand about you.

5. If you could meet your favorite celeb and talk to him/her for the entire night what would you talk about?

6. Phobias?

7. Song/album that inspires you?

8. If you got offered 2 plane tickets to your favorite city who would you bring and why?

9. Something you never expected to love as much as you do now?

10. One thing someone could say that would be the worst thing to say to you & one thing that would be the best.

11. How would your life look like in 10 years if you could control it right now?

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1. Do you have a celebrity crush that just beats out all other celebrity crushes? Who is it? At the moment, Gabriel Macht. I can't even describe my love for him right now.

2. Musician you listen to when it’s a rainy day? Taylor Swift. She always makes me happy.

3. Favorite artist (painter, illustrator, sculptor, etc.)? I don't really have a favorite artist I think. But in my art history class in high school my teacher used to talk a lot about Michelangelo even though he was an arrogant man. But his work is amazing. And I really love the Starry Night (Vincent van Gogh)

4.  Favorite type of weather? Hm. Sunny :) But not too warm. Spring weather is perfect.

5. Favorite instrument? I love the sound of an acoustic guitar and the violin.

6. What country do you really want to visit? The USA :)

7. If you could jump into a fictional world, which one would you go into? The magical world of Harry Potter. Always.

8. What’s a talent you don’t have that you wish you did? I wish I could sing haha but when I start singing everything dies so yeah 

9. What color eyes do you have? Brown

10. Do you have a guilty pleasure fandom? What is it? Ehm no I don't think so.. 

11. Can you remember what the first book series you read was? Ohh yess haha when I was 11 years old (or 12?) I started reading the chronicles of Calypso Kelly. It was about an American girl going to an exclusive all-girls British boarding school and it was AMAZING. Cause she got to date the English prince and stuff and it was amazing really.

Thankyou for tagging me Livy<3

1. What is your favorite song at the moment?

2. If you could be anyone for one entire day, who would you be? and why?