#witchie help

I did a spell for a friend who requested that I help her because these two women, one 43 and the other 71 staying very hurtful things and spreading lies and false accusations about my disabled friend that has been a family friend for over 45 years.

So this is what I did.

Wrote a very descriptive, short and to the point a sentence that basically said they stop saying shit about my friend and if not their own words will come back to them. I used the Jewish numbering system for the letters, removed the vowels and any repeating constancies and the Mars Planetary Square and made a sigil then I took brown parchment paper and ripped it away from me going counter clock-wise. Then I wrote the sigil with my own period blood (than god I am bleeding like Noah's Flood) and then read pen. I then started folding the paper with the sigil on it away from me repeating the sentence that I wrote to make the sigil 3 times. Then I took the paper and burned it in my caldron and chanted various things to protect my friend from these two cuts and to curse these two bitches back 10 times if they didn't stop their shit till the parchment was ashes.

So tell me did I go overboard or did I do good enough.

The names are EvelinF1 on Deviant Art their cell (1-515-462-0416) and Hilgers Purser their cell (1-361-905-8828).

Hilgers hacked into my bank account depositing $3000 in fraudulent checks and EvelinF1 has been harrasing me and making me pay her the $2500 I owe her that Hilgers gave me to pay for her art commission they requested. They forced me to get Venmo, CashApp, Paypall to pay her all with a different email and name each time which my bank (thank god) declined. And I tried getting an Amazon egift card and my bank declined it too and my Amazon is frozen now because of these two assholes.

I ended up saving the Deviant Art conversation with EvilinF1 and have my cell with both their messages to me and the checks that were deposited in my account my back has copies of. And I wrote down both their cell phone numbers too and figure I would share them with all of you.

As for me this is what I have done so far.

I called Crime Check and let them know what is going on, same with my bank and the bank shut down my account for me (thank god) and I called the crisis line and got nowhere so I had to call 911 to get anyone to vent too. Thank god the paramedics showed and calmed me down (they even were nice enough to take out my trash). I also told my husband the bare minimum of what happened and he is coming over with something strong for me to drink.

My bank told me that since these checks I was given look fraudulent then I might have to give the bank the portion of what I spent on my part of the money which is around $400! I can’t pay that, I am on SSI and only get $914 a month and over 1/3rd of that goes to bills!

Any psychology, psychiatric, mental health, pagan or witchie person interested in helping me deal with a strange anger management problem. I am having problem venting my anger. I have anger management, that worked to damn well and it is hard for me to connect to my anger to properly vent it in a way that I can feel the emotion of anger and openly vent it. 

I get angry, but it is a very passive anger or a frustration at best that can’t make me think strait and both doesn’t help me get in touch with my inner anger and express it. I know how I would express it, via writing or art or journaling. But when I get to expressing it, the anger is like a sedated in such a way that it is no longer seen as anger any more. The best way that I can describe it is like a defanged, declawed tiger with a scared cat personality more than likely would hide than attack. In other words this tiger (me) needs to get her inner tiger back, fangs, claws and all.