#wishitwasdifferent

Much too awake to sleep...😳 #wishitwasdifferent

I didn't mean to hurt you and I didn't mean to cry, but honey if you understand then you know it's do or die. Our feelings are superior to anything you've felt, and through this we both know that it is more than just being "felt". I'd run away with you in a heartbeat, to suppress your growing fright. To feel the way I once did, basking in your glowing light. I love you like I never have, and I fear I always will. You invaded my heart yet again, but not against my will. I allowed you in yet again, and yet again I lay here with the vodka at my throat, grasping for what once was, and holding onto hope.