#winstasims

Blimey it’s been fecking ages.

”Vita !

How bad. Bah, maybe it’s only a matter of time for Malcolm’s business to be more profitable ? Ahah, your brother sounds annoying. You should let him know if you don’t want him to follow you, you’ve got a right to move on your own I think.

I’m glad you went downtown, eventually ! I remember you were quite skeptical about it, but it seems like fun in the end !

About Malcolm, I would recommand to let it be. If there’s actually something... you don’t like about him, you can always dump him in the end ahah, no pressure ! But if not, it could be the start of a nice story, who knows :-)

Did you meet anyone new ? And about your job, what’s up ?

Mine’s pretty quiet. The kiddies are cute. I got a break for winter, and I had a nice time going back in the mountains, for the weekend. It was peaceful and pretty instructive. I love that place. Pretty expensive but, it’s worth it !

I don’t think I will see him ever again... Terry, I mean. Last time we met, it was awkward. It’s not simple... The best thing is letting go, I think. He’s back home anyway, so. It was just fun, now it’s... it’s over I guess !

Leela’s fine now, just so you know ! She’s found a job and a new partner, I love to see her smile. She sent me so many pics ! It’s good to see her well.

Loads of love, my favourite pen pal ♥”

Here for ya, Winston darling ♥

Lily :

01. Full name: Lily Owens

02. Best friend: She doesn’t quite have one. Maybe Madeline Bailey. Or, more recently, Inessa Frankowski, her neighbor. But she’s not good at keeping her friends. Then, there’s Noah. Part of what she feels for him is due to their particular friendship. At least she does think so.

03. Sexuality: straight.

04. Favorite color: She doesn’t quite have one either. All of them. Or none. Not really somthing she’s been thinking about though.

05. Relationship status: (Forever) single. To be honest, she’s had one or two men (or more...) in her life, though she never fell for them at all. She was just curious. That’s why she’s not interested in being in a relationship. She’s kind of a free spirit, she doesn’t quite need someone in her everyday. (And if they’re not Noah, she’s not interested. Don’t tell her I said that though.)

06. Ideal mate: Noah. Nah. A kitten. Plus they’re not even compatible. And he’s not her type. And in the end, he’s not even that attractive is he. He’s so stubborn, it’s like he’s always right. He never understands her. He doesn’t need her. Neither does he want her, does he ? He’s fucked up. They’re both fucked up. But not the same way. It’s killing her inside to know they have, indeed, so much in common, they could, indeed, mean something. In another life, maybe. Yeah. A kitten is fine to spend one’s life with.

07. Turn-ons: Noah. Deep conversations, raspy voices, different point of view on things, brilliant mind, and independance. Soft hands and... Well,anything that has to do with hands actually. She’s fond of hands.

08. Favorite food: Basically all that involves poatoes. Mashed potatoes, fried potatoes, and every declinaison of potatoes. Also, meat. She’s that kind of not-so-girly girl. Burritos are fine too.

09. Crushes: Is it really necessary ?

10. Favorite music: Country. Rock. Deep House. Adele. But, most : country.

11. Biggest fear: To stop feeling. To lack tears. To be forgotten. Most of all... To not live her life the way she meant to. To loose Noah, though he was never hers. But that’s another story.

12. Biggest fantasy: Sell all her goods and possessions overnight, jump on the first flight to Nowhere, start fresh under the sun and live differently. What makes it beautiful to her eyes, is the thought that it’s never to happen, and that she know it.

13. Bad habits: Smokes when she’s angry. Sad. Empty. Happy. Outside. When it’s late. She’s having way too much ! Also she tends to lose her friends.

14. Biggest regret: Studying something she’s not interested in anymore. Cigarettes. Being unable to learn from her past. That’s about it. (and Noah.)

15. Best kept secrets: Her virginity. She never tod Noah he was his first, though it is so obvious to her. Anyhow, he never found out. And she likes it that way.

16. Last thought: Should I tea or should I sleep ? Well in one hand... Obvious. Let’s tea.

17. Worst romantic experience: Aidan, or sleeping with someone she had no feelings for. To say the least, it lowered her self-esteem. She felt like it took away something off her, that she didn’t mean to let go. Though he had a thing for her. Made it even more unbearable. Though she’s fine with it now. She doesn’t care much anymore.

18. Biggest insecurity: She knows she’s awkward. She can be cool and interesting and all - when she’s alone. But people scare her, though she tries not to show. So the others generally think she’s weird. Or cold, before they get to know her.

19. Weapon of choice: Bow and arrow. Though she likes guns too.

Dear you ♥

1) She’s a Sagittarian girl. Her element is fire. Though it doesn’t define her perfectly, she likes to think so. When you say ‘fire’, people relate to flames, violence and such. But there’s a fire inside of her as well, of another kind. It’s just that, she doesn’t let it out often, if at all.

2) She is deeply convinced that she’s a strong girl and that she can cope with everything and anything but she’s lying to herself. She’s actually so good at it that she firmly believes in her lies though. That may explain why she’s feeling like there’s something wrong with her, though she can’t find what. She often feels like she doesn’t belong there.

3) She lost her virginity with Noah. He doesn’t know it though. She doesn’t ever plan on telling him. She’s not even ready to admit that she fell for him, yet she did. But she’s got her pride, or some kind of other perfect reason to keep silent about it.

4) She’s very selfish. She only minds her own business. She stands on her own. She interpretes whatever she feels for Noah as a weakness that must be fought back. And since he doesn’t seem to care the way she does (even though she’ll never admit it…), she doesn’t allow herself to think about it much… Which makes her think even more.

5) She’s scared. She’s scared of everything. Sometimes she wished someone could just press her hand and tell her it’s okay to be and that it will be fine, that it gets better in the end. But as time passes on she begins to think that, she has to be that person. And it’s harder than she thought. 

Aaaaah look at her!!!! So beautiful!!! I wanna make her a boy/girlfriend!! Xx