Oh gosh I just stumbled on your writings your writing is so nice!, and I loved in a relationship with jamil and floyd they were so good đ,im sorry if your getting a buncha these now may I request in a relationship with azul if thats ok?
â With You ~ Azul Ashengrotto
summary: the highly requested in a relationship with Azul! usual three categories! crushing, confession, and dating!
tags: hurt/comfort, fluff, mutual pining, gn! reader
a/n: I adore azulâ this just took me forever bc of writerâs block! but!! here he is! iâll probably spin a wheel for who I do next, but if youâre curious, the current requested are: jack, epel, sebek, kalim, riddle, jade, and vil! so if you were looking out for them, theyâre coming soon! also, iâve been considering making a tag list, so yeah! anyway, enjoy azul!! â winnie <3
â starry - eyed !
» Azul is the type to vehemently deny any feelings he may have towards you. When you first met, he assumed that his interest in you was nothing more than seeing you as a potential business prospect. He kept a close eye on you, but as time went on, his excuses became feeble in the face of what he felt.
» Heâd keep insisting that your meetups are âbusiness research,â even going as far as taking notes after every meeting in hopes to convince himself that thatâs all it was. However, as time goes on, he finds that he doesnât even think about finances or his business when heâs with you. He becomes entirely invested in conversations with you and the happenings of your life.
» Upon realizing that he isnât doing the âresearchâ he foolishly told himself he was doing, his avoidant tactics only increase in strength. He didnât like youâ he couldnât.
» He wants to convince himself that itâs bad business to get emotionally involvedâ that thereâs no room for romance in his world, but deep down, he knows itâs all an excuse. Truth be told, Azul is terrified at the prospect of liking you.
» With his history of bullying, Azul doesnât have much of a positive self-image. The people close to him know that his confidence is fragile, and the bravado he hides behind is built on a foundation of power. However, when it comes to the romance world, Azul is playing on an even field with everyone else that may like you.
» In such a world, Azul fears that he has nothing to offer you.
» Youâre kind and generous in a way no one else is. Azulâs underhanded tactics arenât a suitable offering for you. And if power and money doesnât appeal to youâ what then? What can Azul possibly offer to you? What did he have that made him the most suitable option out of the countless people vying for your hand?
» Nothing. Thatâs what. Thatâs why Azul cannot like you. Because if he did, itâd be futile.
» There is no contract. Heâd be giving his whole heart to you with no guarantee that youâd give anything in return. Heâd leave himself vulnerable to being positively crushed by rejection. He could handle losing in businessâ such losses came with the field, but in love? Tell himâ what proven strategies can be put in place to prevent pain or heartbreak? What insurance is there when your heart is tattered with the pain of rejection?
» There is none, and Azul knows this for certain. However, as time goes on, he finds himself unable to deny his feelings any longer as he spends more time with you.
» You happily listen to his business ramblings, propose event ideas for the Lounge, and youâve even mastered the art of reigning in the Leech Twins. You fit in so perfectly into his life, but that only terrifies him more. He finds himself scared of losing you, but unable to commit himself to the idea of being infatuated by you.
» In response to this standstill, he draws away from you. This way, he becomes used to your absence instead of your presence. Then, should you learn of his feelings, the rejection wonât feel as harsh.
» What he doesnât anticipate, however, is that you take notice. You recognize this behavior almost immediately. Not only that, you call him out on it.
» âAzul, why are you avoiding me?â you ask as you walk into the VIP room. Azul pauses, surprised at your sudden presence.
» âIâ well⊠What gave you such an idea?â he questions, attempting to play oblivious. You roll your eyes.
» âAshengrotto. I know you better than most. I can see through that farce of yours. Iâm not mad or anything, Iâm just worried,â you say as you sit in front of him. âIs it the lounge? Studying? Do you need my help with something?â
» The gentleness in your tone warms his heart. His face flushes red involuntarily. âWhat would you want in return?â he questions. You laugh.
» âThis again? Nothing, Azul. I just want to help you because I like seeing you happy. So? Did something happen?â you ask, tilting your head curiously. Azul looks away, biting back a fond smile.
» He supposes that, if youâre offering, he might as well get clarification on his situation. Of course, he does so without telling you itâs about you.
» After he explains everything, you hum a bit.
» âWell, why are you so hung up on what you bring to the table?â you inquire. Azul halts.
» âPardon?â Azul tilts his head.
» âWell, what I mean is that a relationship isnât transactional, yâknow? Itâs not about if you can bring âpowerâ or âmoneyâ to a relationship. In fact, Iâd say that thatâs useless,â you insist. Azul hums.
» âThen, what do you suppose is the most important quality?â he asks.
» You smile softly. âAside from being a decent person? Whether or not the person you like likes you back. I know you donât like things being out of your control, but thatâs the truth. I meanâ you like this person because you simply enjoy their company, right? Not because they bring anything to you,â you explain. Azul nods.
» âThat⊠is correct,â he mumbles.
» âExactly. So, whoâs to say itâs any different for them? If they like your company, thatâs more than enough. They wonât need power, fame, money, or any of that. In a relationship, you and your effort are enough, Azul.â
» Azulâs eyes go wide as you explain that to him. While yes, itâs a simple concept, itâs something an over thinker like him easily forgets. He canât help but smile softly and thank you for your advice.
» Itâs then and there that he decides he must confess to you. Not only did he already like you, but the way you approached his problem with a level head and a kind demeanor only solidified to him that you completed him. When he approached a situation with logic, you reminded him that sometimes, it was better to be emotional. And when he got too emotional, you grounded him with logic. Above all else, though, you support him through so much.
» And Azul is nothing if not competitive. He refused to lose to someone else. He had to show initiative and confess to you first. If he does, youâd know how serious he is about you.
» With that, he quickly starts drafting up a few ideas.
â say the words !
» In the journey to come up with the perfect confession to win your affections, Azul faces many obstacles. The biggest one being his competition.
» Azul tasked Jade and Floyd to keep tabs on people who also sought your companionship. This resulted in the knowledge that, apparently, you were getting confessed to on a near weekly basis. Jade mentioned a few names, but they were all faceless students that he didnât quite remember.
» While Floyd, with a strangely giddy expression, would always report that you rejected the potential suitor, Azul still became nervous. Would the next confession be a rejection, or would you accept? How would his confession stand out amid so many others? Were you even interested in romance, or did you already have someone else in mind?
» Eventually, Azul decides that collaboration is the best way to go about it. Attempting to find an idea himself is like talking into an echo chamberâ it results in no progress. Initially, he turns to the twins for assistance, but they both give him eerie smiles. Instead of helping, they insist that itâs âfun to watch him figure things out,â thus denying any assistance.
» Azul knows he wonât be able to convince them otherwise, so he seeks help elsewhere. He considers a few options: Jamil, Riddle, and Ruggie, but ultimately decides that those are people heâd rather not be open and vulnerable with. Eventually, he settles on discussing the matter with Idia during their club hours. While he was certain the other lacked romantic knowledge, he at least knew that heâd receive brutal honesty in regards to the situation.
» âIdia. I have an inquiry regarding a personal matter,â Azul starts. Idia narrows his eyes at him.
» âUh⊠I have no interest in your shady dealings,â he mumbles. Azul huffs.
» âIt has nothing to do with my perfectly sound business practices!â Azul shakes his head. âActually, it has to do with romance.â
» âHuh?! Romance?! Whaaat⊠so even a shady antagonist can have a heart,â Idia mumbles before continuing. âUhhh my knowledge doesnât extend beyond video games. Why bother asking me?â
» âBecause I know youâll be impartial. Anyway, I have a⊠friend that Iâm rather fond of,â Azul starts, but Idia quickly cuts him off.
» âNot to ruin your moment, but I know who youâre talking about. Youâve got low-tier stealth stats. Itâs obvious you like them,â Idia mentions with a sigh. âI mean, theyâre oblivious to it, but still. Iâm guessing you want some s-rank confession to woo them?â
» Azul pauses, shutting his mouth and huffing. âYes, I want to⊠âwooâ them. I have no idea how, though. Iâve drafted countless ideas, but all of them seem plain. During lunch hardly seems romantic, and the beach seems cliche. Iâm at a loss,â Azul admits. Idia stares at him for a few moments.
» âPlease tell me this is some weird joke. Are you being real right now?â Idia deadpans.
» âWhat? Iâm hardly joking! Iâm truly at a loss. Why else would I request assistance?â Azul mutters. Idia groans.
» âThis is like grinding hours for a total OP secret weapon, then not even using it in the final battle,â Idia mumbles. âYou have your glitzy lounge, right? Close it for a day and confess there. Seriously, Iâm a newbie in romance and I could even think of that.â
» Azul goes silent as he thinks about it. Heâd always viewed the Monstro Lounge as nothing more than a business prospect. Though, the atmosphere was certainly ideal. He made sure of it himself. You did quite enjoy studying there, too.
» Azul let out a long sigh. It was so obvious that he almost wanted to slap himself for not seeing it sooner.
» âThat is a great idea, Idia. Thank you. Iâll close it down early Friday night, then. Now, if youâll excuse me. I have many preparations to make. And a lifetime of embarrassment to work through for not realizing such a simple solution,â Azul insists, quickly leaving the club room.
» With that, his plan is in motion. Jade and Floyd, while not willing to help him previously, are now willing to help put his plan into motion. They ensure that the Lounge is fully closed that night and pass on the invitation to you. Floyd cooks a specialized menu Azul put together, and Jade helps decorate for the occasion.
» After everything is ready, Azul awaits your arrival nervously. Floyd and Jade keep him company, though mostly tease him for being so clearly anxious.
» âAzul. At this rate, Iâm afraid youâll break the seat with how tightly youâre gripping it,â Jade mentions. Azul straightens, pulling his hands away from the chair heâd been leaning on.
» âEh? To be fair his nervousness could be faaaaar worse. Imagine if we told him what we saw earlier~â Floyd teases. Azul tenses.
» âOya, Floyd. We said we wouldnât mention that to him. Now look at him. Heâs even more fearful than before.â Jade smiles simply. Floyd laughs a bit.
» âAh, well. Too late~ You know, they got confessed to earlier. It was another random bottom feeder, but~ figured itâd be better that you knew,â Floyd sings, smirking. Jade chuckles.
» âIt shouldnât be an issue. Iâm certain,â Jade says. Before Azul can pry for details, footsteps echo through the lounge. âOh? Seems our guest of honor is here. Good luck, Azul.â
» With that, Jade leaves, Floyd following him out. Azul lets out a shaky sigh and turns to face you, putting on his usual expression as you walk over, eyes wide as you take in the decor. Dainty lights were strung overhead and gentle flowers decorated the tables.
» âWow, this is pretty. I knew you were closing early today, but I had no idea it was for this. Whatâs the occasion?â you ask with a bright grin. Azul smiles, pulling out your chair for you.
» âThereâs no occasion. Itâs simply a gift to you,â Azul states, seating himself after you. You give him a teasing smirk.
» âWhatâs this? Azul Ashengrotto giving me a gift with no strings attached? Color me surprised~â you hum. Azul blushes and rolls his eyes playfully.
» âYou're speaking as if this is a one-time occasion. Iâve gifted you plenty in the past, you know. Or have you forgotten my generosity already?â Azul asks, faking a pout. You laugh gently.
» âOf course I havenât forgotten. I could never forget the generosity and kindness that rivals that of the Sea Witch. I dunno⊠I guess it almost makes me feel special!â you mention. Azul pauses for a moment before looking at you.
» âItâs because you are special,â he blurts out suddenly. Your eyes widen and you go speechless. For a moment, the silence weighs heavy between you both before he clears his throat.
» âForgive me⊠I know youâve already leant your ear to another for a confession today, but could you listen to one more?â Azul asks softly, vulnerability lacing his tone. You wordlessly nod, keeping your eyes on him. Azul shifts a bit under your gaze but persists.
» âIâve felt this strong affinity for you for quite some time now. At first, I thought it was just a mutually beneficial friendship, but then⊠I realized it was more than that. I tried to distance myself out of fear, but you managed to stop me before I could get far. Youâve always been good at recognizing when somethingâs troubling me.â Azul gives you a fond smile before continuing.
» âYou reminded me that relationships donât need to be transactional. That Iâm enough. I greatly enjoy your company. I know you donât want my money or my power, but it feels wrong to confess empty-handed. So, instead, in this verbal contract, Iâd like to offer you two things.
» âFirst, a promise. I promise to do all in my power to make you happy, and to be a suitable partner. But more importantly, Iâd like to offer you my heart. I cherish you more than any other. All I ask for in return⊠is an answer. Will you accept my confession, and the terms of my verbal contract?â Azul looks at you with bated breath. The air is tense and you donât say a word, but soon, a few tears slip down your cheeks. Azulâs eyes widen and he rushes to your side.
» Before he can inquire about your well-being, you wrap your arms tightly around him, nuzzling your face in his neck.
» âDo you have any idea how long Iâve been waiting for that? Great Seven, Iâve rejected so many people just hoping that you might eventually say something. Yes. Of course Iâll accept. Iâd love to be with you, Azul,â you express happily. Azul lets out a relieved sigh, embracing you and reveling in the feeling.
» âIâm sorry to have kept you waiting. You have my sincerest apologies,â Azul mumbles. You shake your head, pulling back to smile at him.
» âYouâll always be worth the wait, Azul.â
â at last , with you !
» Unsurprisingly, given that they were eavesdropping the entire time, the Leech twins are the first to learn about you and Azulâs relationship. Now that you two are together, they reveal that theyâve known the feeling was mutual the entire time.
» Azul gapes at them, angrily asking why they hadnât said anything sooner. Naturally, they respond that itâs far more interesting to let these things play out without interference. As irritated as he is at the notion, Azul feels grateful. He feels much more sound in his decision since he had time to truly think it over.
» However, that brings up more curious questions to him. How long have you liked him? Who else knew of your feelings? Was he the only one kept in the dark?
» With a laugh, you express that youâve liked him for quite some time now. This shocks Azul beyond words, but it also makes him feel elated and secure in his relationship with you. He canât help but feel just a tad cocky. All of these people were confessing to you, yet you still chose him? Itâs quite the phenomenon!
» Of course, as usual, you insist that heâs the phenomenal one. You waited for him because you loved him, and thatâs a fact he should never doubt. Azul knows itâll be a struggle to get past his insecurities fully, but when heâs with you, it feels like that goal is far more manageable.
» As your relationship develops, you two eventually find a nice balance. Azul is still running a business in tandem with his studies, so he gets incredibly busy, but you have your own obligations, too. Youâd think that youâd have no time to spend together, but Azul goes out of his way to make time for you.
» Whether youâre silently reading in his office while he works, or heâs going over paperwork in your room while youâre studying, you two always find ways to spend time together. Even if itâs just being together in silence while youâre both working, Azul feels at home. Being in your presence is enough to soothe him.
» However, every so often, your schedules align and youâre able to go on a proper date together. Azul plans these as far in advance as he possibly can. The moment he notices that your free time lines up, heâs planning a proper date with you.
» Azul is (secretly) a hopeless romantic, so he adores having romantic dates with you. When caught up in a cold world filled with emotionless business decisions, it feels nice for him to be able to step away into the warmth of your company. So, his dates reflect that accordingly. Whether it be a private dinner or a stroll beneath the stars, he makes sure every date is one to remember.
» You allow Azul to be himself when heâs with you. He isnât trying to run a business, make deals, or keep his grades up. There is no facade for him to upkeep when with you. Heâs the same, sensitive octomer that he's always been ever since he was young.
» At first, Azul is still weary of being vulnerable around you. After all, youâre his beloved partner! He canât stand to show a shameless side of himself to you. He wants you to think highly of him. He wants to show you his best. He canât imagine what you might think of him if he were to show you that younger, weaker side of himself, let alone his merform!
» This all changes after his overblot, though. You easily notice the build-up of stress and the increase in contracts, given that youâre always by Azulâs side. In the beginning, you turn a blind eye to it all, but once your friends get involved, itâs hard for you to play clueless much longer.
» You assist in the plan to take him down, fully expecting Azul to hate you for it. Azul expects much of the same. He took things too far, and he hurt you. When you tried to get him to stop on your own, he didnât listen. Instead, he pushed himself beyond what he was capable of and showcased the ugliest parts of himself to you.
» When he wakes up, you expect him to be angry. Instead, youâre met with a look of sorrowful shame. Azul canât meet your gaze, face flushed red and eyes glossy with tears.
» âI-Iâm sorry⊠Iâve shown you something so unsightly and I nearly hurt you,â he mumbles. He mentally braces himself for the breakupâ for you to turn away and leave him behind. The worst part about it? Heâs powerless to stop you. Heâs lost all of his contracts, but he doesnât care about that anymore if it means losing you, too.
» However, heâs surprised to find that you donât leave. You let out a relieved sigh, smiling at him warmly.
» âAzul. Iâm hurt that you went that far, but Iâm more hurt that you didnât tell me you were struggling so much. I love you. All parts of you. You didnât show me anything strange. In fact, Iâm glad I saw everything,â you explain gently, leaning your head against his.
» Azul regards you with a fragile expression, eyes wide. âYou⊠arenât leaving? Why? Why stay?â Azul questions. You hum gently, running your fingers through his hair.
» âBecause one mistake doesnât define who you are as a person. Youâre still my Azul, even with your past, present, and future mistakes. I love you as is, good and bad. Iâm just glad youâre okay,â you mumble. Finally, in such an intimate moment, Azul fully lets his guard down and allows tears to slip.
» âI thought I lost you, too. I donât care for those petty contracts if it means youâll no longer love me,â Azulâs voice cracks as he speaks. You gently wipe his tears away, smiling as you pepper his face with gentle kisses.
» âYou could never lose me, Azul. My heart is yours. Nothing will change that. Now, come on. You still need to heal, so rest. Iâll be here when you awaken again.â
» Throughout his recovery, you remain dutifully by Azulâs side. He feels incredibly grateful to you for it. You saw the things he tried so hard to erase and accepted him in his entirety. His true form, his pain, his pastâ none of it phased you. If anything, it gave you a better understanding of him.
» Azul gradually returns to his usual, slightly arrogant self, but you can see the change clear as day. He still uses his usual dealings and business practices, but he no longer uses it as a means of coping with his perceived weakness. Instead, when he does feel that lingering doubt, he turns to you for support.
» And when heâs resting in your arms after a hard day of managing the lounge, he knows that he has no need to hoard power for the sake of protecting himself.
» After all, his heart is in the most capable hands possible.
» Heâs yours. And thatâs all heâll ever need.
â fin.


















