#wings2

So from the book’s context..(since many have been speculating who’s who so…)

The narrator is an older Sinclair, telling the complexity of his childhood. Namjoon is Sinclair.

The one who is painting a mysterious portrait is a 10 yr old Sinclair. Jungkook is Sinclair. (the painting is very significant but I’m waiting for the climax before writing the theory bout this one. Important business)

*TAKE NOTE OF THE PAINTING BECAUSE THIS SIGNIFIES THE CLIMAX, I BELIEVE I GAVE OFF THE CLIMAX ALONG THE SUCCEEDING PARAGRAPH OF THIS THEORY.

As he grew older,part of his innocence was lost, having been eaten the apple and all that.Jimin is Sinclair.

As he delve into the society, Sinclair was tainted by #STIGMA, a sign of ‘war’ in oneself.( Sinclair was set for WW1 that point in time). Murder was the symbol given inn the film for war. Taehyung is Sinclair.

As Sinclair grew older, he found his DESIRE in the form of BEATRICE. Sinclaire fell in love with the ‘idea’ of her. In the film, the PIANO is his DESIRE. MUSIC is #FIRSTLOVE. Suga is Sinclaire.

FROM HERE, #FIRSTLOVE BECAME A CRUCIAL PART OF THE CONCEPT BECAUSE JIMIN AND JUNGKOOK REPRESENTED THE IDEA OF DEMIAN(i am shook by my own thought can you believe) . JIMIN AS THE WATER AND JUNGKOOK AS WIND.

*NOW YOU SEE. THE PAINTING TELLS US THAT IT IS A PORTRAIT OF THE MEMBERS. *IN THE STORY THE CLIMAX IS THAT “SINCLAIR FOUND OUT THAT WHAT HE IS PAINTING IS….DEMIAN” **AGAIN, DEMIAN BY NOW IS JUNGKOOK AND JIMIN(TWO REALMS)

The original story had focused on retroactivity, remembering….but Linn Choi butted in, putting this twist where young Sinclair had visions over his older self despite having been naive.

So going back, as the story based on Linn Choi, in which Suga is Sinclair’s recent version, Jimin weakened Suga. That is, Demian weakened Sinclair. precedent to jimin’s influence, jungkook strengthens suga. (fire gets stronger with wind and weaker with water)

*fire represents the bully character in Demian. We can say that Jungkook strengthens the bully and yet protecting Suga from 'other forces’. *Other forces refer to the 'car’(this 'car’ is yet to be revealed by the next teasers so i’ll leave it at still for the mean time.)

Why is suga’s circle merged with jimin’s? Because Suga as Sinclair is confused of where his path is, he doesn’t know where to go, despite having been found his 'desire’(music). And because jimin, who is retroactively younger Sinclair, was weak as he was battling with his sanity. I assume that since BTS had been doing things as a team and ass aa family, the concept had catapulted the idea of merging two weak souls in order to support each other. Thus, Jimin as Demian had splashed 'water’ along the road where suga was standing while simultaneously being opposed by another force which came from 'another Demian’, played by jungkook by now. We can say that neither of the two worlds, neither jimin nor jungkook is good nor evil. (reference to Abraxus belief of two realms, which means that we cannot go on with life without two essential forces, without good andd evil).

Now, RM’s #REFLECTION came. This sudden appearance caught me off-guard but then again my point of view wasn’t really shattered because I think it’s just Linn Choi walking through different twist. Still, it doesn’t change the fact that RM is the older Sinclair. You see that he was imprinting a bird-like-hawk-like figure with smudges of green and blue, and orange and red and all that. This is in reference to JK’s dilemma when he was still inexperienced in the world. We all already know that the hawk signifies the desire to set free but then the contraints came distracting him from his well-rounded home. He was suppressed by his family. This has forced him to commit murder and kill his father, as what Taehyung did in #STIGMA. RM reflected what he had done and actually tried to correct his did. This thought is in reference to the phone-booth scene but was all locked-down by the chain and suddenly the word liar appeared. You notice that Taehyung somewhat blamed RM. This should not be taken literally because RM was re-living the dilemma of committing a sin. In this moment he is trying to re-collect and fix himself but he is hopeless. His youth was shattered. How? Remember that scene where the mirror glass broke into pieces? Once a mirror break, you cannot fix it. Even if you try to manhandle and paste every shards with the best machine in the world just to correct it, it cannot be the same. 

RM doesn’t have a choice but to seek solace back when he was a child. When everything was just the idealistic frame and all. Since he is helpless, he had to go back and reflect. How? He did by merging himself with his younger version. That is, joining himself with JK’s circle. 

Why not with Taehyung? Because you see, Taehyung is ruined. Why would Taehyung accept his older self when he had committed the greatest crime of all there is in this world?

Then we meet another Sinclair in the form of Hobi.Remember Taehyung had committed suicide and now he wants to seek comfort and mostly acceptance from the society and all. This is why he had had a Munchausen Syndrome. This syndrome is a psychiatric factitious disorder wherein the patient feigned  psychological trauma to gain symphaty from the people around . Taehyung’s only comfort is his #MAMA. So an older taehyung in the form of Hobi  had sought peace and peace was there to comfort him. This was represented by that highlighted snickers(lol). Moreover, you see the painting that is in reference to #LIE and JM. This is the act of implied lying. Hobi lies that he is okay and eventually he became ‘OKAY’ because of the idea of EVA. Frau Eva has become his mentor and eventually grew fond of her and actually fell in love with her. He might be in love with the idea of her as a mother or as a significant other. But setting that aside, the bottom line is that he is coming to terms of accepting himself and therefore, accepting Taehyung. This is why his cirlce had merged with Taehyung’s sliced circle. In order to heal Taehyung with his newly embraced care in the form of Eva. 

But why did Hobi did not merge with JM’s? 

Why would you merge with your alter, right? 

My point is that. We have two faces. One dark, one light. One right, one left. One Samsung and the other Apple. Regardless of what label, we have different opposing faces and we cannot let other people notice our opposite side. We cannot merge with our opposite poles because by then we will be bothered and will cause our fall. 

Overlooking the short stories, basically they are 'one' that are struggling within themselves, figuring out who they are, and battling with their own antagonists.

Each members cling to each other for support.

But in the end, Demian is each and everyone.

That is, Demian is Sinclair's self-actualization.

The story is yet to be unveiled. Theories are restless…. I am excited for the next.