It's been a week since I last wrote something for you. I stopped writing , because for some reason I got tired, forgive me. But to tell you honestly , I missed you so much . I missed you like a little kid misses her fluffy bear during school hours. I have been so busy these past few days. Work has burnt me out. Maybe you do not know by now that I am yearning for every single details of you. Your breath that gives warmth to my frozen body , your hands that cup my cheeks as you aim to reach my lips with yours, everything Lucas , everything. I hope you understand the reason behind my hiatus. There is something that curb my letters and words tonight. I wish you were here beside me , Lucas. For you are the only gentleman that lead my thoughts out of this labyrinth- you set them free. The jolly ghost of you linger at the walls of my heart everyday. I need you to come home , love. Make this waiting come to an impasse. This mortal body of ย mine is starting to feel sick, I am now feeling the need to wrestle my pillows and blanket with kindness. I hope you ย can hear these words that I always love to utter, good night my lovely angel dancing with the wind. Slumber well tonight.ย