Hey~ I don't mean to be an asshole here or anything, I'm just seeking to understand! I'm still going to tag it, but what's so upsetting about these #bluespace posts? (I'm sorry if I've made you uncomfortable or anything with this question, and you don't need to answer it if you do not want to.) Anyways, I hope you have a lovely day!
aaahhh no im glad you're asking actually!! i may not be the best person but im gonna try and explain
for me i have problems with unreality/derealization, meaning i have a hard time telling what's real or not. i have a hard time reminding myself i dont need to take my hand off to put the cereal in the fridge and that's not even where it goes
usually theres something defining about one thing from what is behind it. its like standing in a dim room, and not being able to tell if someone is standing in front of you or not because they have dark colors on. its sometimes really shocking, other times it throws me for a loop and takes longer to register something is supposed to be thereÂ
sometimes like with that one post w/ the dog pics, it makes me feel like its possible whatever is there is going to come out of the screen and get me. im not scared of spiders, but i dont want it coming out of my screen, because if it comes out of my screen, it can come from anywhere. and while rationally that's impossible, it truly seems like it's gonna happen and ive had a couple anxiety attacks from it which sets me back from doing things i need to be doing and am already behind on.
if anyone has anything to add to this, be my guest, since it happens differently for a lot of people!
