#wicked500

What made you choose your muse? The reason why I chose Lyddz was because of my admiration and respect for the lady. Besides that, I've gotten to know her better as well and I think on a certain level I can relate to her. The moment I started rping as her I felt quite at home and at ease -- let's say she's my comfort zone and only recently did I consider trying out a different muse to test myself.

What was the creation process like? Any outside sources of inspiration? Well to get to where I am now I had tried to rp Lydia in different ways either through AU and as a general. In doing so I somehow was able to picture out how I wanted wickedlyddz to be. Hence the semi-au which I know has yet to be revealed and explained through her bio/about me -- it'll be up soon. Besides that I try to draw inspiration from Lydia Paek herself through her youtube videos, tweets and even instagram. Hashing out things with those resources. I wouldn't say wickedlyddz is a done deal product; like in real life where we're all work in progress she's the same too.

Do you relate to them on a certain level? Yes, I do. Don't we all relate to our muses on a certain level? Haha! I probably relate to her on a whole lot of things. That's probably a fault on my part in a way since it tends to cloud the border where I try to separate my own thoughts from my muse's thoughts. But I've fairly managed to separate the two though or at least I try to.

What are some of the traits you admire in your muse? What about the ones you dislike? The traits that I probably really admire in my muse would be her passion, awkwardly sociable she is and her penchant to be who she is cray or not. I think the last one is self explanatory -- who doesn't love crayness, being silly and weird? Well I enjoy it. I always admire people who show great passion -- when they go after what they truly love and speak about it, it's the best. You can see it in their eyes, hear it in their voice and see it in how they deal with things. It's rather inspiring really. She's sociable to an extent but sometimes she gets awkward and it's both funny and cute. The ones I dislike would be -- well there's only one that has made its way to my mind in the wee hours of the morning and that would be her being a workaholic. She stays in the studio and works her ass off. That can be both a good thing and a bad thing but lets face it being a workaholic will drain the person. Not only physically but mentally and emotionally as well.

Strengths and Weaknesses:

What do you consider to be your muse’s biggest flaw? She has a lot of flaws to be honest but I guess the biggest one would be that she overthinks too much on everything.

What about their strength? Her biggest strength for me would have to be her passion. I think that says everything already haha.

Would you consider them a hero or a villain? Someone in between? Why? I'd say she's more of someone in between. Not a hero and not a villain. Someone who knows how to do good like heroes would but also plays and tries to push the rules to the walls like a villain would. Hey, they say you'll never know what it's like till you push boundaries. It's no fun if you're purely good or heroic and there's an enchanting spell that coats the 'not so good' side of things and she finds that rather interesting so she plays with it every now and then. Though you'll hardly catch her being open about it -- that's more of a need to know basis.

Relationships:

If you met your muse in real life, what kind of relationship would you have with them? If I ever met her in real life I think we'd probably be great friends and I'd probably turn to her as a mentor in a whole lot of things. I'd be her young padawan -- sorry I just saw my star wars toys lying around so yeah. Haha!

What kind of person, do you feel, would be most compatible with them? As a lover and as a friend? Aah.. the dreaded question. Haha! I think as a whole everyone is given a fair chance and shot to becoming her friend or lover. Since I think these relationships are cultivated and you'll never really know who you'd end up getting all buddies with or falling for. So I don't want to set things in a certain way. But I guess to answer this to be a friend or a lover I think they'd have to be down to get a little silly with her. They'd have to tolerate her tendency to overthink things. Give her respect but not only her also the people she holds dear too. They'd also have to be understanding of her need to be alone at times. Aah, someone who can open her eyes to new things or tickle her mind every now and then. Laughter is important as well. Someone who'd like her for herself -- as to how they got to know her instead of a set picture or image of Lydia in their minds. I don't really know how to describe it really I'm a fail at putting things to words right now as my mind is brimming with lots of descriptions -- sometimes you just know when you and that other person are going to hit it off.

Does your muse have a good relationship with their family? Yes, I believe my muse has a good relationship with her family. Visiting them whenever she has the chance too. And when not afforded with time to be with her family she tries to call them and check on them whenever she can. Let's just say she's filial.

How well are they able to socialize with others? Oh she's sociable when there's a need to be there's no doubt in that.

A little darker:

Does your muse carry any regret? If so, what would be the biggest? Don't we all? Well I think we all do even just a little. It's no different with her. Well her biggest regret would probably letting certain people in to her life only to leave her with regrets in doing so.

What is your muse’s greatest fear and what’s the story behind it? Would you consider being scared of horror movies or anything scary for that matter as a greatest fear? I dunno it seems trivial to me but she gets nightmares and it's always rather vivid so she's always avoided all sorts of things that would trigger that. There's no fancy back story to this one though heh.

Has your muse had any life changing revelations? Life changing revelations? Nope. I don't think there's been one that shook her to her core.

The Future:

What are some of your muse’s goals? Their biggest dream? To become a mum. HAHAHA! I'm not kidding. That's part of her goal to have a family of her own. Perhaps maybe one day release her own album but for now she's enjoying producing great music with inspirational people and friends. But besides that as a woman of 23 years her eyes are dead set on creating music that would be enjoyed by generations to come. And to be able to also inspire the people around her specially the youth to go after their dreams just as she did. And a little side exploration of her other interests as well. To continuously develop herself as well as honing her talent without forgetting where she came from and to give back as well.

What made you choose your muse?: I choose her because she is one of my favourite models for one and also, she has an edge to her that I love and went with the personality that I wanted to create for her. Not to mention, I didn't see any Soo rpers, so I was like whoop, time to start a soovolution. get it?

What was the creation process like? Any outside sources of inspiration? Do you relate to them on a certain level?: I drew a lot of my inspiration from music and the character Gisele from the Fast and Furious movies. Not to mention, a few of Soo's photo shoots give off this "I'm a bad bitch" vibe and I loved that. But also, I love the fact that she looks like a hippie, so I incorporated that as well. As for relating to her, yeah I do. Especially since our way of handling our emotions is very similar.

What are some of the traits you admire in your muse? What about the ones you dislike?: I admire her big heart and the fact that she's never been one to back down from a challenge. Also her independence, she knows how to take care of herself and doesn't want or need anyone doing it for her. However, that is also something I don't quite dislike, but I do think she's too trusting. She doesn't give her heart out too easily, but she's too quick to see the good in people.

  Strengths and Weaknesses:

What do you consider to be your muse’s biggest flaw?: How guarded she is. She puts up an almost invisible wall, you don't realize it's there until you try to get close to her. It's not obvious, because she's able to hide it behind her bubbly personality and people skills, but it's there and it's almost impossible to get her to open up.

What about their strength?: Her understanding of people and her compassion, definitely. But...am I allowed to say her independence again? Damn, she has a lot of strengths, it's so hard to choose one.

Would you consider them a hero or a villain?: Someone in between? Why?: She's neither, but perhaps a little in the middle. She isn't perfect, she's flawed and has made mistakes, some of which she'd make again. But she tries to be a good person and I think that's what matters.

Relationships:

If you met your muse in real life, what kind of relationship would you have with them?: I'd hope to have a close friendship with her, since she's the type of person I'd like to be/surround myself with.

What kind of person, do you feel, would be most compatible with them? As a lover and as a friend?: As a lover, she secretly wants someone that wants to take care of her. Someone that, even though she's very much her own woman, makes her feel safe and loved. As a friend, just a person that is very much like her personality wise. Even though, she gets along pretty well with the more narcissistic or darker types as well.

Does your muse have a good relationship with their family?: Yes, she does.

How well are they able to socialize with others?: Very well.

A little darker:

Does your muse carry any regret? If so, what would be the biggest?: There's no room for regret in her life. She moves too fast for that.

What is your muse’s greatest fear and what’s the story behind it?: Being alone. She doesn't crave attention, but she needs to know that someone's there.

Has your muse had any life changing revelations?: A few, yes...

The Future:

The Basics:

What made you choose your muse?

Their overall personality. Since I was going to play him non-au, I thought I'd take on the challenge. We are quite different in this aspect but it's been a good ride.

What was the creation process like? Any outside sources of inspiration?

Starting out, it was just about the real GD and what I could observe from his interviews/videos. He always comes off as being open, a little mischievous and highly sociable so that was the inspiration. When I got more serious about it, I took a few bits of inspiration from James Dean and Jack Sparrow. That was no more than a phase though, he's a lot tamer now.

Do you relate to them on a certain level?

Protectiveness, loyalty and always looking out for people he considers family. I can relate to those. 

What are some of the traits you admire in your muse? What about the ones you dislike?

I like that he doesn't compromise and won't take bs from anyone. I also admire his loyalty. The things I dislike... perhaps his inability to really forgive once trust is broken. Unless he really, really loves you it's pretty much impossible. As a mun, I am a firm believer in second chances. Jiyong is the opposite.

Strengths and Weaknesses:

What do you consider to be your muse’s biggest flaw? 

Perhaps his trust issues as well as his hidden insecurities.

What about their strength?

Love and loyalty. 

Would you consider them a hero or a villain? Someone in between? Why?

He certainly isn't a hero neither is he a villain. Jiyong is the mastermind running everything behind the scenes. I KID. He is someone in between. There is a good and bad side to him, he nurtures both without fear.

Relationships:

If you met your muse in real life, what kind of relationship would you have with them? 

I think we'll be pretty good homies. I would certainly give him hell for his extravagance but other than that? He's a good guy and he'll tell me what he thinks straight up--- that's always appreciated.

What kind of person, do you feel, would be most compatible with them? As a lover and as a friend?

For a romantic relationship, someone who can handle his temperaments and other coughsissuescoughs would be more than enough. He needs to feel safe with her, basically. HEY KIKO. -winkscoughswinks-

For friends, people who can get with his oddball sense of humor already have in. There aren't a lot but the ones who have stuck with him from day 1 are all awesome and very much insane as well. But really, respect is a big thing with him. It is a basic human thing which he offers everyone equally but if they can't return it? Good riddance.

Does your muse have a good relationship with their family?

Though I barely include them, they do have a good relationship. 

How well are they able to socialize with others?

Fairly well except for his antisocial tendencies when he feels "pressure or stress" from work. This is when he disappears or becomes quite selective.

A little darker:

Does your muse carry any regret? If so, what would be the biggest?

He has none.

What is your muse’s greatest fear and what’s the story behind it? 

Being left alone. Left with his own thoughts, it will eat him whole.

Has your muse had any life changing revelations?

Yes, he has and it certainly changed him on a profound level.

The Future:

What are some of your muse’s goals? Their biggest dream?

To be able to live peacefully and comfortably with his family while being able to continue doing what he loves most. To achieve a good balance of both, that's his goal.

Where do you see your muse in 10 years? What changes could have they undergone, if any?

Shaking her head, she tried to get back up, the gear shift poking her ribs and probably leaving a bruise. Eventually she managed to sit upright, staring at her phone screen in thought. Kiko was not one for pessimistic thoughts and she rarely allowed herself the comfort of self pity, however her patience was running a little thin right now. Her schedules had been demanding in the last few weeks and no betterment was at the horizon so being denied the luxury of her small apartment, which housed her pets and soft bed, was not Kiko’s idea of a peaceful night. A silent curse left her lips when she threw her head back against the seat. It was her own fault though, she knew the old Honda she was currently driving was bound to give up sooner or later. Stubborn as she was, she had refused to buy a replacement, the sentimental value of this one was too great. Her first car. And if she really needed a good car she could just jack one and bring it back after her endeavor.  

Back story: Lydia was driving home just like any other day after spending her time at the YG studio. Her usual route required her to pass through a tunnel and as she was passing through it the lights in the tunnel started to flicker... then after a minute or two the lights completely shut off. She was okay at first but then her car started making weird noises and then it too died on her. What will she do finding herself suddenly all alone inside a dark tunnel?

“Stupid car! Stupid phone!” She shouts in frustration as she bangs her fist on the steering wheel. She tries to rev up her engine once more but it’s no use, her engine just chokes. The eerie quietness of the tunnel starts to surround her as she lets out a sigh. Of all days and of all people why did it have to happen to me? She thinks to herself as she leans back on the driver’s seat with her eyes closed. There better be no creeps lurking around here.Funny how this scene could very well be straight out from one of those horror movies that she doesn’t really enjoy. Shaking her head as if trying to get her brain to switch channels in order to avoid thinking up of weird creepy scenes, she decides to get out.