#whyyallscared

I love always being ahead of the game. My squad rocks. Life is a work in process it takes a lot of work and realizing certain things. Sometimes if your Kay it takes a minute. In these last fiveish months I’ve learned people older than me definitely are wiser and more influential when they been through some crap. I respect them because people actually do want the best for you even if you don’t see it. Today im greatfull that I won’t be in this house much longer. Nothing but Dead memories for sure. Don’t be afraid to set fourth boundaries for anyone. Sometimes you are gonna have to walk alone and be family less because that’s what’s best for you. I can always make my own family as well(: when my reality, confort and safety don’t feel right im out. I will always love my family from afar. I have some new ideas, possibly plans. With no time limit. Im just cruising right now fighting a court case that I shouldn’t even be doing. I know I’ll get it handled and MY privacy will be respected as it should have always been. I know god put me here for a reason. I may have a little girl voice but Im not the one to play with. I take legal matters very seriously since it’s your natural born right. So with that being said and my extension of FREE time. Things are surely going to be done to my satisfaction. Nobody wants me to start getting nerdy and technical I can make things ugly quick and get things happening just to unveil some others. Yeah I’m that girl and I don’t care.

My life isn’t a play ground. People I don’t know nor want to know anything about me will not know anything about me. America is all about privacy rights. One thing I want to do is learn more about this wack justice system. How can we have judges, commissioners, district attorneys and so on that fail to do their job? Nobody reads anything anymore? Do we give meds based on someone’s comment? I don’t think so. This society is getting much to weak it’s pathetic. Only in America do they care what someone thinks or wants and then does a job based upon that. That’s not acceptable for anyone in America. Mistakes happen it’s inevitable. Yet Everyone should and will get fair treatment that’s what they claim right? The sheriff in my city do their job based on fear.. why are you getting paid to be scared? There’s so much wrong with society today. I’m never going ti stop or shut up about it. It’s sad to live somewhere and know that things can be coveted, manipulated, to someone else’s favor. As a NURSE I only listen to my client. That’s who it effects the most. That’s how the justice system was supposed to be. Drug issues you help rehabilitate them. If your a courthouse worker and can’t form a opinion of your own and have to be basically brainwashed and scared why are you working with scary violent criminals if your that way. Don’t you ever think they’ll get out? Only in America are A LOT of Americans incarcerated and fighting a case. That’s so stupid we are housing and paying for me without convictions. Why are cops getting paid to baby sit adults? You have a alleged violent charge yet in jail your stuck to your cage and trust me the cops hardly work m. They watch their television shows and get a decent salary to NOT help the inmates. Little does the sheriff know that inmates are why they have jobs. Crazy how it’s so simple but many Americans are so illiterate. I personally been in trouble one time prior to this case. I handled it and rehabilitated my self. That NORMALLY looks good with the courts especially since it’s a 10 year old case. Record sealed and expunged at that. Yet a new case I wasn’t even at the scene during the alleged event and the things that matter such as history,education, employment didn’t matter. That’s unusual especially when you literally have no record and all of sudden the FACTS what’s written in black and white aren’t even used in your case. How lovely people are not reading and making life saving decisions for others. I think that’s awful because just like in nursing, criminal justice has a process and a step by step way of presenting evidence, and building a real case. Yet the one important and big deal is that justice is meant to be FAIR. No matter race, color, income, orientation anything that makes you stand out or not stand out. Nurses can’t discriminate nor will I ever, all life’s matter point blank, I do my job just as I say. Not because I have to but why be a nurse and prejudiced? Why be a commissioner, judge, district attorney if you can’t make fair decisions not based on your own stereotypes. Reformation is definitely needed. Fairness needs to be restored. I don’t care who hears or knows what I decide to share about my self or my history it’s my choice. Courthouse workers aren’t supposed to speak with anyone other than who it pertains yet it just doesn’t work that way unfortunately. Well now there’s someone that don’t care about being a whistle blower. I will fight til death for my life. This isn’t a game nor will anyone ever treat me that way and rule a decision on my life without me going as high as possible for my natural born rights. Some past drug addicts are not smart. But remember how often do you run into a old addict that turned her life around quick and can read 88 words a minute. Not many. I’m 100% real. Only have two enemies in my entire life. Not bad for 29 (: I will be damned if anyone thinks they can play with my life. Titles don’t mean anything because they can be revoked at any given time when you don’t use your best discretion.

Best thing as an American if we have a issue we get to VOTE.

Laws change, things get pardoned. America is great because it does look like the justice system is there to help you. Don’t get it twisted, the key word is LOOK.

One girl a smart one at that,

Lord of time

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