#whinez

i cant even just post "hi can anyone take me innn im a cute doll n dont want to die in the heattt I'm really sweet though ill do the dishes ^_^" either so like what can i do. ughh.

My love life is literally like the love life of everyone on star trek, a few touching moments of joy and excitement then it just turns to shit, no exceptions

I feel super duper low today. And I know I'm breaking my rule of not having any whining on my tumblr anymore, but I don't have anyone to talk to at the moment. I feel really really low. Like there's a whole world above me that I can't get to. Like oceans are pressing down on me. I don't know. I feel disposable, forgotten, minuscule. Words fail me with this. I feel empty, but full of shit at the same time. I feel tired, but I can never sleep.  I feel like crying, screaming, hiding, but I want to be composed Because maybe if I'm composed, happy, smiling perfect maybe something will feel okay again