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@halosnothere
USER:CASE = HALØTICA.
Dark Prince of erogore & Filthridden Wordsmith.
the Trans Cockroach Puppet Androgyne. Boy, Estrogenized. you know me, you love me. if you want more information then stalk me ^_^
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[Halo] or [Emetiel] ♡
my art under #halotics, selfies under #carapace, asks under #beloveds
i write stuff here
also, if you want to help me out while I'm currently homeless: paypal
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Idk if youre still around. We arent even moots or anything but i think about you. I hope you find the peace you need. And I wish the world could be a better and kinder place for you.
its alive, has a new blog. not the same person though honestly. it doesnt want as many followers as it has here again, if you want you can ask in dms for puppet's new blog. and thanks anon ^^ it wishes so too.
hhii im really broke right now, havent gotten any donations in around a month and like, idk if i could get any money at all for food so i dont have to wait to maybe be given stuff to eat if im lucky that would be really really nice. my PayPal's here if so. full disclosure dont know if i'll be around in not too long but it would be idk really nice to not be suffering with this as well right now if at all possible. i just wanted to try even if its a longshot. sorry for asking for help as always
it really is glad we have nothing left to disappoint when its over now, at least. as fake as that usually sounds. it is kind of just coping with its loss using that, but months ago it had friends it was hurting badly by wanting to die, and it felt so so terrible, but it still couldn't stop. at least when this comes to fruition the worst it'll have done is getting screamed at by an old friend for being insane, and no good people it knew before will have to see it or be hurt by it. in the end it'll just be crushing its own dreams of loving and being. if anything it'll be being so so useful for the nice few who help it to this end. like, it couldn't make friends but at least it has found some *purpose* in itself.! and mayybe if puppet's lucky it could be a nice memory to a choice few, and have a little fun first
idk, sorry for becoming a disappointment doll ✌️
ive finally tasted death and i realized ive been starving this whole time. i finally found what my calling is meant to be and its a better fit than anything ive ever tried before. even trying to find friends and be real and true, something infinitely far from my knowledge now. this emptiness and dying beauty is all that remains true.
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hhii im really broke right now, havent gotten any donations in around a month and like, idk if i could get any money at all for food so i dont have to wait to maybe be given stuff to eat if im lucky that would be really really nice. my PayPal's here if so. full disclosure dont know if i'll be around in not too long but it would be idk really nice to not be suffering with this as well right now if at all possible. i just wanted to try even if its a longshot. sorry for asking for help as always
would archiving your blog help? i'm not experienced in it but it must be possible? i hope you dont delete, but if you do, i hope it will at least help you. <3
thank you. that might, but im not sure how to do that. if anyone would actually want our account to stay up for some reason id figure it out because i still just want to do the right thing, but rn i honestly dont feel like we will survive another week, deletion or not, even until this one thing we have planned. its just too much, and i don't want to keep screaming about my death on here because i know it makes people scared of being attached to us, and id like to not scare people. so archiving or deleting yeah, i just need to figure out a way to stop myself from talking
im gonna miss you. im sorry i dont have the prose to make my pain beautiful enough. i hope you'll all forgive me with the silence of my leave
u and i r in similar positions. u dont have to delete if you feel like it will destroy u, ur allowed to vent. sending u love . stay safe
thank you ♡ the point in a way *is* destroying me. no one likes this me, so if i delete i could either die or i could maybe have a chance trying a new personality, one that doesnt scare people. but i would have to lose the little of a "life" i could call memories, y'know? i want to make friends and escape this situation, but whenever i vent or need help they leave. sending you love as well, may you find a way out better than i have <3
and before i delete or run away or whatever i wanna say, i wish i couldve asked for help. ik other people can do that when theyre suicidal, and maybe they won't have to be alone with their pain *every* day, or maybe someone would show them theres a *reason* to stay. the reason i think people surely dont see me as an actual friend is because im not allowed to ask for the littlest bit of support. i just need some amount of help during a hard time after so much stress and none of this would have happened. but im sorry
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i know we were super intense and emotional and scared people off when we were terrified throughout our leaving, and idk. i rly wish we could make it better. i wish anyone understood how hard it was to get out of there both times.. now that i scared them away way back then i just, have nowhere to go in these circles cuz we're all entwined. i get it. i ruined this.
im gonna message some ppl i used to know my apologies for me n roach before i delete, and then figure out when this next hangout w my old sister is, and then if nothings better after the dissociation waiting until shes here, and nothing has changed in that week or whatever, then i will genuinely end it in a way no one will find out. i dont wanna make it anymore public even tho no one will see it ill stop talking about this until i delete tonight. im just. I'm trying to make it right, i really have been.
hiii everyone im going to be driving across the country to seattle in less than two months, if anyone could chip in towards my gas and food it'd mean a lot!!
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also if any mutuals would like me to stop by or take them with me (assuming theyre on the way) lmk !!! ill see what i can do! i love you
im really scared for later tonight. idk whats gonna happen after i delete because this is literally my only outlet to other people at this point of being ignored and terrified . having no outlet is just gonna make it even worse, somehow. i feel like im gonna do something worse than dying before. im really scared and no ones even gonna know bc no one will realize that i deleted.. i know im gonna be forgotten and i know no one cares but im just. fucking terrified
ive only ever wanted to be good and to actually exist thats it. i cant even do that right
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I've been searching so hard for a reason to stay these past few weeks, believe me, i dont think there is any at this point though. i had hopes, and dreams, but none of them are accomplishable in this state. i maybe had something once, but i took it for granted and lost it and my mind along with it and now no one will trust me with anything again. now even if i had dreams, none of them matter or really exist, because they all have to go behind the bodily need to have any sort of connection with another being, and i just. can't break myself out of this space. cant stop thinking long enough to ever write anything, or try learning to draw, or cook more, or go out at all, it's just trapped me and i dont know what to do but maybe no one does and thats why no one would tell me. what can i do at this point beyond finding a way to be put out of my misery or just. ending it.
i know that saying that only pushes people away because its scary but i needed it to not be scary because i wish anyone knew. but there isnt. all i get to hear on the few occasion i get heard is that no one can save me. but others who are suicidal get the care of mattering to their friends and being shown love, while im not anymore, because no one can even trust me, don't trust me for what im not sure. to not kill myself? to be sane? i try my best to be good. and i cant save myself either, when im stretched this thin. i really did try to but I'm not that strong. i lived until now and did everything i could to escape my abuser and keep this life going no matter whos at the wheel, you'd think that'd be enough for the world to know that you have a soul. but i dnt think mine will ever be recognized
been trying to write something all day to see if theres still any like. chance of me making it but i can't get anyy fucking meaningful words down. its just a stream of near-random words that dont even have something theyre going towards because i have no strongly built ideas. i can't just attach myself to purposeless writing and i dunno what else there is.
