#while reading this

i thought you’d judge me for —

i’ve been

a weird kid,, a popular kid,, an attention whore,, an isolator,, a self-harmer and a liar

i’ve been

mentally up and down,, and pro-recovery and anti-recovery

and i know one thing

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NO MORE POTATO GAY

PLEASANT COLESLAW

ANON I DUNNO WHO YOU ARE BUT YOU JUST GAVE ME THE BEST NEW CATCHPHRASES THANK YOU

Years. I am still. A body of diamond, I glitter beneath your sun, and flush beneath my moon. What’s changed is the way I feel anger now searing behind my eyes.

A lifetime ago, maybe I could move on from any of this without grief filling me, without ache scalding my tongue when I say your name.

Whether I sleep, or I wander through the hickory hall, I desire to run mad anywhere but here. I desire to take me to the coast, and let the waters swallow me up.

It’s dancing, alone on the beach at 5PM. Everything is withering-- the light, snuffed, the jasmines, etiolated. I am full with you.

JAJCJSNGKS LISTEN. MY AUTOCORRECT DID HER BEST.

Did you know that deers don't just eat grass or berries? They also snack on bones and baby birds. They would even kill a baby bird to get a snack. It is said they do this to get phosphorus and calcium that aren't that abundant in plants but crucial to their survival.