Have you ever felt being alone? Even if there are so many people around but you just feel so alone? Me, yep I’m experiencing it for almost three months already idk why I eat dinner alone, go to school alone, watch movies alone, all things done by myself alone with no companions. I think college is ruining my social life rn I don’t want to be friends with anyone bc I don’t get their personalities all these months of finding friends are no use so I’m stuck with nothing only myself well of course God is probably there watching me and bc of my loneliness I watched paper towns and of course alone ok btw I just went to school this afternoon to take an exam in chem and don’t ask me about that let’s cut to the chase .... bc of my loneliness I decided to treat my self and bc my mom gave me some money I bought groceries for the week and watch my “relationship goal” movie it should be but it didn’t turned out the way I planned. I enjoyed the movie so much realized so many things and after that I just felt the Margo attitude possessed me hahaha I don’t know what happened it’s like that after watching. I know I’ll never felt like that ever again but it’s just so good like you have the 100% vibes in yourself you have all the hope in your eyes even if there so many unpleasant things just happening I don’t know I’m just happy in that matter of seconds and thanks for that movie I’ll never forget about “that feeling”