Somewhere.
It’s not much of a beginning, but it’s how it needs to be. I’m sure there are things that will be stated here that probably shouldn’t be. That’s okay. Even if I stated all the things I should something would get lost in translation. You know from Rafael speak to Reader Speak.Â
It happens.
This is intended simply to document my pursuit of perfection as I’ve been pleased to define it. If you don’t like it, go fuck yourself. If you’re tired of that, grow some balls and meet some real people. Otherwise, settle for what you’ve chosen for yourself.
That’s really the key to everything here. What have you chosen for yourself?
I didn’t understand that question when I first saw it. There were so many obvious things that I didn’t choose for myself. My parents, my siblings, the city I live in, the language I speak, my nationality, ethnicity, religious upbringing, and all the other shit we like to delve on during our self-pity parties.
Hell, I got all those things because I didn’t know or wasn’t allowed to say no. That’s how I was programmed and now the programs are executing and it’s not my fault. It’s valid right?
So many questions, so many wrong answers...
Anyway, if you haven’t realized it yet, this isn’t for you. It’s for me. So sit back, relax... you’ve been doing it all your life after all.
