@yet_another_martha_who_bakes picked out this great fabric from #moodfabric so we made her a quick scarf with it before she leaves me forever. #shesnotleavingforevershesjustgoinghome #whenwilliseeheragain #idontknow #TRAGEDY #scarf #sewing

she hasn't been to one of my shows for a while...i miss seeing her there...right side of stage :) there is a slight possibility that she might come to a show soon...but because of certain circumstances it seems far fetched... but i would love to see her...no matter if it was for a short while...i would appreciate and adore every second of being next to her... i haven't seen her in 6 weeks...but it seems like it's been forever...there's nothing i wouldn't do to see her face, feel her touch, hold her hand, kiss her, hold her, and just have her close to me... being with her feels so right...it feels so good to be close to her, to hold her in my arms, to feel her hard resting on my fat shoulders lol...on the real, i've never felt so comfortable with somebody...custom fit fa sho... i really don't know what the future holds...but i do know that seeing her one day would make me so happy...i'm cheezin right now just at the thought of seeing her again :) :)