Just Another Night With Him
Dear Diary,
Slowly as the night sinks in and the darkness covers us I realize that the spark that I have been longing and we lost returns at night but somehow it feels wrong for me. He says it’s cause of the heat that’s why he can’t be sweet but is that really the reason why we lose the spark when morning comes? I’m not really sure why is that or maybe I’m just reading too much into it or maybe I just miss him in the morning cause he could be so irritatingly snobbish but whatever it is all I could say is I hope I’m just imaging things and it’s really the heat that causes this all cause if I’m right then I’d probably be hurt in the end. Though I know he means well and he loves me so that’s why whatever he does to me I just can’t hate him but that doesn’t mean I can’t get off mood or be sad about it. Hmmm anyways I guess that’s it. Nyty nyt I guess.
