It’s a little sad that I rather travel and risk getting the virus 🦠 Then spend the weekend at home with a person that truly makes me just miserable all the time and the fucked up thing is I’m getting away to get my mind off things, get away from the problem and relax maybe even enjoy a weekend for the first time since good knows when but truth be told the depression follows me and comes out sporadically which at that moment is like wtf why’d I even bother trying.. can’t wait till I get through this obstacle/detour/let down whatever the fuck you wanna call it. Because I may been through a lot worse and came out safe and winning but the continual length of time of this child and his bullshit antics and unnecessary bitch fits got me really close to cracking and and showing this fake ass gangsta of a man where the hell im from cause trust don’t let the appearance or my kind and generous actions fool you I worked hard as hell to change my image and stay on the right track despite my origins with that being said there is just only so much a person can endure before just wanting to continually punching a motherfucker till you break his jaw and I know I’m much stronger than and that I’m better than that. So god help me haha stay safe and out of jail!! #DontMakeMe #Angry #YouWontLikeMe #WhenImAngry #TryingToBe #GoodPerson #NowINeedToGo #ExtraChurch #YouMustNotKnow #BoutMe #BoutMylife https://www.instagram.com/p/B9-DbtVhc2nA_meTF_QAu3ymbwB0Eg7eZkPgTc0/?igshid=19zpu420ygjhe
