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Find out the truth about everything. It’s finally something that makes sense. All of the puzzle pieces in your head finally match up. Sure there are some missing pieces and it gives you more questions that you want to ask but you know you can’t. If there’s one thing I know for sure- you’re fucking crazy.

Give someone your whole self. All of your honesty, heart, feelings, mind, heart, and whole self. Only to get disrespect, pain, hate, and heartbroken. This Ferris wheel is heading no where but a fucking ocean.

Sit in a silent room. Except, the room isn’t silent due to your thoughts yelling over each other. Just seemingly shouting at each other and at you. No matter how hard you cover your ears, the echoes of your thoughts keep ringing louder and louder. How does one stop this?

Crash and burn.

Have a friend that worries about you. A friend that sits you down to have a talk. One that tells you that they worry too much that you don’t get out enough. One that tells you that you are worth way more than anything that has been dragging you down. A friend that is not afraid to smack you in the face and tells you that you need to be cocky enough to move on from the past and experience the present. That is friendship. That is your true worth.