#when does this stop

still in the part of my rossi phase where his coughing/choking on food for a whole minute doesn’t gross me out

And there are people who have been convinced that their reset buttons can be reached with fingers slipped up inside them. Their moans, confused for signs of healing. Their climaxes as fleeting as the footsteps of those who have said to love them. But there’s no resetting a broken heart.

Okay, I’m keeping my distance and it’s going really well but some days just... damn I want that boy

Late nights stuck with my thoughts are the worst. Craving a better life.

Me: <vibing> My brain: Remember that time your ex told you to not make any jokes that he didn't understand? Me: ... Me: Well now I have feels. Great. How do I get back to vibing?

I really feel like my entire life is just…done. I got fired from a job and lost a guy I really wanted a future with. All within a week and a half. No jobs are getting back to me. I just want to talk to him. I feel helpless and worthless and like a failure. Idk what to do. I can’t burden my friends with this. I just…I don’t want to exist. Its exhausting. I don’t want to die but I just…want to sleep for the foreseeable future