#whatsthetea

Rhondiyah spills the TEA HUNTY! Grab your cups ! ! 

SNEAK PEEK: 

After almost three week's of soltitude on the weed farm, Rhondiyah invited her best friends Diamond and Sapphire over to her new home. Even though she'd told them that'd she'd inherited the home from a mother that she'd never met, it was only today that she texted them the address and given them the  opportunity to come over and see. "Damn, bitch." Sapphire said, taking a sip of her sun tea as they sat on the balcony. "This place is nice and all, but... We haven't seen or heard from you're ass in over three weeks." "Yeah, girl. You haven't answered any of our calls or texts. Where in the hell have you been?" Diamond said cutting her eyes at Rhondiyah, truly concerned.

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A kind of different that makes me feel that there is more to this life than just merely existing, which, I admit, is something that I have not felt for the longest time.

You see, I have not been my best self. I have been self destructing, always caving in to what lies in the darkness, for too long. Because of this, I have grown a sense of dependency on that feeling. On pain. And I come back to it with every chance that I can get.

But then there’s you. And suddenly, there’s a connection. You make me want to step out of the darkness. You make me believe that there is more to life than getting lost in paranoia.

But I have yet to find out whether or not you would agree this—to stand beside me regardless of which path I choose to take; To find out if you would understand that my attachment to what lies underneath has given me a sense of purpose for existing—a sense of comfort that I can only find in the corners of my bedroom and from the shadows that have been with me when nobody was. 

I feel different.

Sometimes ecstatic. Sometimes hopeful. Yet still restless and dreadfully afraid. Although still grateful, for your existence.