Every day i'm in pain. My legs and arms hurt all the time - i'm used to it. But now my back has been added to the bloody agony. Final fucking straw
My body is withering away so visibly that other people tell me now about it right to my face
Chronic pain is a bitch
It hurts to sit, it hurts to lie down, it hurts to think
Painkillers don't work
You can't sleep
But you gotta work, you gotta smile, you gotta function
When you just want to throw yourself under the wheel
Paradoxically, it's like I forget the pain when I draw. I wish I could stay in that state, in my art













