maybe baby and I made up
I can’t believe it’s been a week since we last talked but we actually spoke to each other tonight. I have been thinking about this boy almost every single day and it’s been putting me in a really bad mood because I always kept thinking constantly (did I do anything wrong or did he lose interest?). Just so I can feel some type kind of closure (and bracing myself if things went south) I’d decided to call him earlier in the day to see what had happened and what was going on with us.
He texted me 3 hours later to ask if I had called him which I confirmed. After going back and forth through text he told me he would call me(since I made him) and he actually did. We had a pretty deep discussion and he basically told me (like I had guessed) he was going though some shit at work and life and wasn’t really looking for a relationship (like me) but said he is still interested and does feel some type of way about me. I told him I felt the same but said his mixed signals was throwing me off and made me think he wasn’t feeling the same like I had thought we had.
I’m not the type to immediately jump at being in a relationship and I’m not trying to force that on him I was more upset at the fact that he had came into my life so unexpectedly then drop off the face of the earth while we were still getting to know each other.
I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. He says he does feel something special between us too and promise to be more consistent with responding back. His actually gonna visit me tomorrow after I get off of work.
I don’t what’s gonna happen with us, but for now we’re both taking things slow and we’ll see where things lead from there.
