#wellcome2k16

Okay, I’m feeling a bit emotional these days because 2015 ended and to me it meant a lot.

During the past 12 months I’ve learned a lot about myself, I asnwered to a lot of questions and this brought me to be a mature person. I personally think of being an intelligent girl and I rarely say it out loud because I know that someone would think I’m just being arrogant when I’m actually a pretty humble type. 

It has been a year of self development where I understood that I don’t necessarily have to do what other people do to be a complete and satisfied person: I’m at last year of high school, I’m going to graduate in July and people around me are constantly asking me which University I’m going to apply for. Because is a well known fact that University is the only way to get a job that will make you proud and satisfied with your life *I can smell sarcasm over here mmmh*. The fact is that I don’t want to go to University, I don’t need a degree to feel satisfied about myself, I think I will be proud of me the day I’ll be able to go and perform on a big ass stage in front of thousands and thousands of people, cheering because my acting touched them, because I was able to  bring something more in their lives, that maybe will change them forever or maybe will make their day in a positive way, it’s the same to me.

This year has been very important to me. You have to know that I’m very selective with my friendships, I don’t have a lot of friends I’ve never had that kind of BFF since I was toddler or something, no. I’m a very introvert person and also really shy, to me is very difficult to have deep relations with a lot of people I just have one persone that is the closest to me which is my cousin. But this year I met perchance three people that really changed my life. You already know two of them, because I’m talking about Admin Jac and Admin Jai and the third person is an italian girl that I met on facebook and I’m not going to talk about her for privacy reasons. Btw Jac and Jai are the sweetest and kindest people on earth don’t you dare to hurt them I’m gonna fight you watch out man *ehm ehm* I mean that sometimes I do really feel like an older sister, I’m very empathic and motherly and I can’t stand when they’re feeling bad or bethered by something, I always do my best to give them good advices and you don’t have idea how happy and relieved I feel after it, I just care for hem so much and I feel so proud about them because they’re very intelligent and very different from other girls of their age.

This blog is the biggest satisfaction I’m realising at the moment, every note, like and reblog is so important to me, everytime someone asks when the new chapter from our fanfiction will come out I feel like my heart is fluttering, no joke.

So thank you, thank you so much, to our followers, to Jai and Jac and to everyone else that in this year helped me *consciously or not* becoming who I am now. This year will be full of resolutions too for me, I hope the best for it.

Let’s make it great!