#weirdhuman

Alien: Human-Sarah, Human-Kate, I attempted with great effort human cullanairy. Would you ingest and give feedback to the item?

Humans: Sure *eats*

Alien: Human-Sarah why are you turning red? You heartrate has increased but your breathing has slowed significantly?! Did I mix ingredients incorrectly?!?! Did I poison you?!?

Human-kate: *using an epi-pen on Sarah* Sarah is allergic to nuts, so yes you kind of poisoned her. She will be okay, I used her epi-pen, see she is already sitting up.

Alien: Human-Kate you are not effected by this poison?

Human-kate: No, but I am allergic to milk

**later**

Alien: *smacks glass out of Kate's hand* Human-kate you almost ingested milk, you informed me earlier it is a poison to you. Please be more careful.

Kate: * already pouring a different glass* Relax, it will only give me gas, besides it pairs nice with these cookies you made us.

Pink bow//#C48189 :)

The thing is, you don't  know what to feel, you don't know what to react. It is like you are asking yourself if you are still in your sanity. It is like you are asking yourself if the reaction you are about to do is right.

I don't know what is within me as of now that I keep of thinking what I should do if in reality, there is nothing wrong. But if there is nothing wrong, why am I in deep confusion?

This thing shall pass. This will pass according to what I want. I don't want to end up cursing the same scenario I fall into. I don't want to feel empty and hopeless. I just want to to get through everything, alive.

Oh, thoughts. You could have kill me. Oh, thoughts. I surrender.

Thou shall stop over thinking or your thoughts will kill you alive.

My friend told me;

"If there is nothing wrong, then so why you feel that way? You are not suppose to feel that, You deserve a calm mind. Go check your records."

Maybe I should stop reading mind-boggling books. This might be the side effect... or not?