#weird ig

Velvet: Dislikes her, but views it as fun. She’s enrichment, it’s entertaining to swap insults. Good in those moments she’s really bored, even if interactions have a chance of leaving her in a sour mood. Super annoying but in a way that makes it hot.

Valentino: Loud in a way that sometimes bugs her but she can tune him out easy enough. Was close to meaning something to her (albeit something negative) but it didn’t happen so now he’s just her ~~songbird~~

I‘ve watched Barbie with my parents, my dad didn’t understand the film at all and my mother was just „Joa I don’t see what so emotional about it.“

Actually I was near to the tears at the end, but I also almost cried in the preview… It was about a Disney film. Normally I hate them.

Anyways I’m the preview was also a film about a boy who‘s autistic. My mother wants to see the film and we talked about that in the end. Personally I don’t like that kind of films about autistic kid’s. So we talkt about that.

However we ended up talking about attention in my childhood. I couldn’t talk about my feelings with my mother and I said her that right in her face, the first time ever. I was like „yea but it would‘ve been nice if I got any attention when I was a child and not only my sister! Not a single fucking time could I talk with you about my feelings!“ she was just like „yea but-“ so it ended with having a fight I guess. Idk she said stuff that didn’t really makes sense. She said she wouldn’t apologize for that again because she did it in the past. In the same sentence I’ve said that I understand why she didn’t gave the six - thirteen year old the attention I needed. I wouldn’t make her a accusation in any kind of way. She didn’t understand ig.