Weight Loss does NOT equal self love/body acceptance...
I haven’t seen my friend in awhile because I’ve been in treatment and we’re talking and she just nonchalantly starts talking about how she’s annoyed that she’s gained weight because “her butt doesn’t look right“ and “none of her clothes fit”. I hate society. I want her to love herself so so much. I think she looks amazing. I have lost my butt and boobs and I hate it. Yet, I hate my body right now and it’s not healthy at all. I miss my recovery body because I loved it so much, I loved it for all its beautiful curves and crevices. I hate my body right now. THIS IS PROOF. This is PROOF. That NO MATTER what weight you have or haven’t lost in your disorder...it doesn’t matter. In the eating disorder you will NEVER love your body or be happy enough with the weight loss. Doesn’t matter what you look like or how much you lose...it still won’t be enough. It’s NEVER enough for the eating disorder.
