#weekly changes

Shark week was due but it's not showed up yet, four or so days late now, part of me feels like necking my bottle of tribulus pills to keep it away!

Acne has been getting worse, there's like a new yellow spot every day, sometimes two. Gross. I've been washing my face lots and putting different things on my skin. I think if I wasn't doing this it would probably be getting worse.

Leg hair is creeping round to the back of my legs. There are light hairs appearing across my chest.

Changing my dose again... ordered the 45% sapponins cos i couldn't afford the stronger stuff. So I'm gonna be taking around 3000mg a day now

My happy trail hair has got a lot darker and there is more of it as well

It's getting harder for me to access the higher end of my voice

I feel like my face is looking more "masculine", I'm not sure what has happened but whenever I look in the mirror I feel a bit better about myself.

I think the last bunch of tribulus wasn't really doing anything for me. It was super cheap, and from ebay, the capsules were supposed to be 1000mg each which I think is kind of unbelievable. I felt like I got a bit weaker and couldn't lift as much at the gym, although I haven't been going as much.

The stuff I ordered from pro-body finally showed up, they'd sent it to the wrong address. So I decided to go back on that a few days ago, and just chuck the other stuff I was taking. I'm on 2580mg a day, and it's 90% saponins. My sex drive is already back up.

I'm so tired I can barely even write this, been working so hard recently, I'm not used to having a job, let alone two....

My voice is definitely lower. I notice it particularly when I am singing. I was on the phone to the gender clinic the other day and they thought I was a trans woman which was pretty funny. I think it's been dropping for a while now but it's hard for me to notice, cos I'm pretty flaming and speak in the high end of my vocal range a lot of the time.

I think I have more light fuzzy hair on my face. There is a load of it on the back of my neck which is getting longer and longer! The hair on the tops of my arms has been getting darker.

No updates on dick growth as I'm not feeling sexual AT ALL at the moment and been trying to ignore any horniness or go anywhere near down there...

I was feeling a bit bloated last week, I'm not sure if it's to do with the l-cartinine. I feel a bit funny taking something that is supposed to be a fat burner as well. I haven't burnt any fat, probably put it on, but I think that's to do with not eating right while I'm away.

I've been pretty distracted the past week or so, I was away working for seven days straight at a festival and didn't really have much time to notice changes. Being away meant I couldn't work out, which I didn't enjoy, I felt like all the hard work I'd been putting in was being taken away from me,

One of my partners has been the one to notice my changes in the last couple of weeks. They said that my legs have got hairier. Also apparantly my body temperature has raised. It wasn't something I was expecting but I've definitely been feeling a lot hotter recently, needing to wear less clothes and use less blankets in bed.

I think my voice is getting lower, I can't access my computer at the moment so I'm not able to make a recording, should be able to check in by next week though.

Sex drive, woah, never been like this before. I'm noticing it more and more as well as my dick getting bigger. It's not much, but definitely noticeable.

I'm getting more hair all over my torso, but it's very fair in colour.

My hair on my face is growing in pretty quickly since my shave, although the couple of dark hairs have not reappeared.

I ordered some more tribulus but it hasn't arrived yet... argh!

The hair on my arms has got slightly darker and there's a little bit more of it

I've got a few new light hairs on my chest

I feel like the skin on my face has got a little bit rougher. Before I started taking tribulus, I read some guys had trouble with acne, I've been washing my face twice a day with a tea-tree soap to try and prevent this, but this week I got a couple of spots.

I recorded my voice this week and last and couldn't really notice any difference.

No "monthly visitor"! My cycle has always been a bit erratic, but it's is an average of 29 days (I've been charting it for the past three years). It's currently 42 days (and counting) since its last visit. I'm finding it pretty amazing, although there is the fear it could come any day. I feel like this effect of the tribulus alone is enough for me. All the other options I've heard off to stop the bleeding are like birth control pills which will just put extra estrogen into my body.

So changes this week...

- Increase in appetite

- Having trouble sleeping, it's still occurring a bit, I've started taking my third pill earlier on in the evening, I found the earlier I took it, the easier it was to sleep

- My sex drive has been slightly increasing over the past four weeks

- I know have lots of light coloured hairs going from where my sideburns should be, round my jaw line to my chin.