#weekendreport

I went out with the intention of getting completely fucked up. I had XTC, 4FMP and LSD on me, and I wouldn't mind taking all of them. I was planning on getting fucked up because I was depressed at the time. lol, what depression can make you do ugh. It's killing yourself, on a different level. But yeah anyways, I ended up taking only 1 pill of 4FMP for the first time and near the end I took half a pill of XTC because the party was like 9 hours long, and the 4FMP was pretty much finished, so I took the XTC to stay awake, since I didn't sleep the night before. Eventually, I'm glad I didn't do too much drugs, I smoked weed during the night as well, and I drank as well.. so I was still pretty wasted.. but I pretty much had the best party of my life. I'm glad I didn't do too much.

Oh and the night before the party, so Friday night was pretty interesting. It was 1am already, so technically saturday.. and a friend of mine texts me that she's at a party, and she doesn't really like it, and she's wasted on alcohol etc. And like at 2am she's texting me that she wants to leave, but she can't go home, and she can't stay at her friend's place. So she asked if she could come over, well.. it took her almost 2 hours to get to my house haha. She brought me pasta, which she bought at the station. She even took a fucking taxi that costs 20 euros, when she couldve waited 10 minutes and took the bus which costed 4,50 euros.. lol. Well yeah, arriving at my house at like 3:45am, we started eating pasta. I wasn't hungry, but I accidentally promised her that I would finish it. IT WAS SO MUCH. WHO CAN EAT PASTA AT 4AM?! Halfway through the pasta I was already full, she kept forcing me to eat it. I did finish it, but my stomach was aching so badly. I think it took me 45 minutes to an hour to finish it. Anyways, we talked alot, we watched childhood programs on tv, we were seriously watching Strawberry Shortcake lol. Then we went to sleep, however neither of us could sleep. I think we both slept for about 45 minutes, and then we both woke up and we just stayed up. We watched more shit we used to watch on tv when we were little, and talked tons, then we watched Death Note. She had never seen Death Note before, and now she's watching it! She stayed until around 2pm, and there's that akward moment when she has to leave. My parents are up, and I didn't tell them I was letting a friend of mine sleep over, and she didn't leave my room once in all that time.. so yeah haha. My parents were totally fine with it, but she was just nervous. Then I brought her to the station and she went home. I stayed up all day after that, I went to work in the evening, and from work I went to the party lol.

Sunday morning, after the party, I couldn't sleep either. Because I took the XTC pretty near to the end, so the speed in the XTC was still working. I was hyper as fuck. I was at the station at fkn 9am, and I couldn't stop dancing to music in my head lol. Thank god my friends took some shit too, and they weren't tired either. Then I went home, I got this massive headache. So I wanted to get paracetamol, but I hadn't eaten anything for almost 24 hours.. and taking paracetamol, or pretty much any other medicine/drug on an empty stomach is just plain stupid. So I made myself a sandwich and I took 1 bite, I nearly threw up. It made me so sick. Drinking anything but water did the exact same. I've had days after using drugs that I didn't have an appetite, but not like this. It wouldn't make me sick, I just don't want to eat, or it's just hard to eat. But yeah, took the paracetamol on an empty stomach, because the headache was killing me.. everything went well, my headache became less annoying lol.. but I was still pretty sick. Then in the evening I had to work till midnight haha. I still don't know how I survived this weekend.