Don't mind me, just rockin a wedding ;- )}} #mbillybones #wedding #weddingattire #weddingshit #singer #songwriter #musician #artist #bartender #actor #model #romantic #dreamer #rocker #pma #alldayerrday #bekind #becompassionate #bepositive #belove #live #love #life #june #twentytwentyone https://www.instagram.com/p/CPy4uuuB4ef/?utm_medium=tumblr

#meme #weddingshit #thefuck #memesdaily #memes #fuckery #lmfao😂😂😂😭😭😭💀💀💀💯💯💯 #funnymemes #thefuck https://www.instagram.com/p/CJenubfhXw3/?igshid=l5d488t2dh51

A ZZ Top song comes to mind!! ;- )}} #mbillybones #dilligaf #wedding #weddingshit #sharpdressedman #zztop #suitandtie #beard #beardlife #longhairdontcare #blackandwhite #live #love #life #july #twentynineteen (at The Compound - Upstairs) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bz3y6JlnN7j/?igshid=2xwpkfqbucru

I’m getting married in a few weeks. Don’t get me wrong, I am so freaking stoked to marry my person and be with them forever, but the actual wedding stuff is truly stressing me to death. I am broke, I have had panic attacks , I am to a breaking point. And I feel like I’m supposed to act like everything is ok and I’m the blushing bride blah blah blah, but I am most definitely not ok. I am drowning. I know most of this stress will be gone after the wedding, but I don’t know how to deal with it in a healthy way right now. I am extremely uncomfortable with being the center of attention, and let alone on the actual day, I have been the center of attention for the last year and it is exhausting. But I’m supposed to be excited. I’m supposed to be beautiful, graceful, be able to pay for stuff. I can’t do it. I have lost two pounds in the last week purely from stress, I am developing permanent wrinkles on my forehead from stress (I’m only 23 for crying out loud!), I sleep like I’m dead and then wake up and feel like I didn’t sleep all night. I haven’t painted in months (I usually paint almost every day). I feel so out of control and I feel like everyone hates me because I don’t have time. I’m so tired.

Polaroids up from the #currentnewlyweds wedding at #fernwoodcove ! A very lovely weekend 🤗 #weddingshit #maine #weddingweekend #wethanksthiscamp

Long weekend and a long but beautiful day yesterday. I wish everyone a good start into the new week. If you can see this, you have a good start already. 🥂🙏🏾🙌🏾 #blessed #moments #mondaze #sundazecleanup #weddingshit #living #reallifeshit #goodstart #anotherdaybreathing

Crackhead makeshift rubber stamp handle. Tube that holds cat nip. Once I'm done, in theory I can just peel the hot glue off. #crafty #craftshit #weddingshit #crafttheshit #oopsicraftmypants

How's this for a space letter? Took 22 minutes to paint. Lmao. Just waiting til I can slather on the glossy coat. #crafty #oopsicraftmypants #painting #space #weddingshit