#wearethatnow

I’m not God neither I’m a human.......

I’m everything you touch; you drink and eat. I’m every single atom that its unseen. I’m everything that fly's and swims. I'm in every breath you take. I’m in every drop of rain that touches the ocean.  I’m the rock, the gold, the diamonds! I’m that big tree that you hug every morning, I’m the moon and the sun, I’m in every breath you take. I dissolve at night so I can be your blanket, to nurture you and feel your warm breath. You think you see me but all you see it's an illusion. This is the dance of the universe; this is the dance with God.... This is the dance between your being and your body. Embodying it all; you'll experience joy and love, denying you'll experience chaos.  Do you hear me? Do you feel me? Do you feel this intensity? Do you feel the gravitation into each other? Hear me, open your heart and let me in.

She Is a Goddess

Have you ever used your eyes to see inward? Have you ever lost yourself in emptiness and nothingness? Have you ever given up the control to fall deep?  I’m sure not; and if you did it, maybe it was for couple seconds and then you opened right away because you lost your balance and the worst happened, fear and doubt kicked in. Most of us chose to be blind, chose to be death - to live in completely ignorance, even ignorance has been labeled wrong, I would say most of us chose to be asleep, comfortable and fit with everyone! Everything seems familiar, everything has been predicted, I’m safe. But if I dare to close your eyes, what would be? What would happen?  All that is gone and you fall into abyss, there is nothing to catch on to, there is nothing, no paved paths, no labels, no attachments, no past, no present, not future Just NOW! It’s something beyond our understanding, there is no mind, no body, no soul just Presence! You see the mind uses our eyes to label everything we see and touch, so there will be nothing left to define, everything is known by the Mind! There is no mystery just do as I say and you’ll be OK. Now when we close our eyes, the mind can't see anything, there is nothing to label but she still does it, and say to you: This is darkness, its nothing here, no balance, you are going mad – I gave you everything you need, what would others say, be rational, be logic, this is not real and so on and on until you can't do it anymore and you give up and open your eyes, and here you are safe in this little world that mind has created through your eyes to just keep you gravitate down and not uplifted towards the sky.  The day we turn our eyes inward, this would be the first time we would truly see.  

I think the question should be How to accept myself? Learning to accept what we are, to be more patient and gentle with ourselves and start working with that! Even working sounds like pressure, sounds like a job, sounds like a morning rush going no where, more anxiety to try to be someone! What is your life about, anyway?— Nothing but a struggle to be someone, Nothing but a running from your own silence. '' Rumi'' We are taking on all these layers from someone else and trying to make it our, we are borrowing and making others proud! You are so naive by thinking that someone in this world has what you have, has your talent, has your humor, your charisma, has your crazy personality and your freaking beautiful soul! YOU ARE SO WRONG! Nobody has it and nobody will ever have it! When you were created, it was specifically requested just one model of you, not two, not three but ONE! The problem was when you were born a '' Life'' was already created for you without asking your permission, time passed by and that idea of '' Life'' was so much imprinted in your head that you couldn't see the true YOU . Its not easy in our society to break that cycle, because you have to step on many individuals and many patterns. I'm not saying society its totally wrong, not completely; we need it for simple things , we need those skills for our own protection. But here where 99% of us gets stuck and gets lost in these maze. You have to learn society's rules and then when you know it you trow it away - you are asking why? Well because you'll know how and you'll become immune to it.             Enough with that... Now .... You want to be free? Then learn how to accept yourself, learn to nurture, how to be grateful for the infinity being you are. Don't just say it, don't burn candles, don't just write affirmations about how amazing you are, don't just mediate in lotus position, don't just do yoga or any other things. All of that works, and it's beautiful but just when you've already accepted who you are. If you use any this tools that is spirituality,fitness, traveling, work any activities to change who you are by thinking you have to be better in order to be complete, to be accepted, loved, successful and this is my favorite because '' We'' are 'Broken'' and we need healing( it's because that's what I've been telling my self for very long time) I have to heal my self because I'm broken so i can have everything i desire. Do you think God ( Universe, Alah whoever you believe) would create broken people and just let them suffer and be lost ?  NO, not at all. And you have to understand when I talk about change has nothing to do with your exterior, body( if you need to loose couple pounds to be more healthy , definitely do it )face( make sure to wash your face and use some coconut oil or whatever makes you happy)  job( You don't like your job, doesn't make you happy?  leave it, you'll get another ) etc. That's nothing, doesn't even matter anymore it will follow the the inner self anyway. If you are focused just on the outer world then I can predict your future... You'll be stuck in that limbo forever my friend. For this body is a chain and you are its prisoner. Smash through the prison wall and walk outside with the kings and princes. '' Rumi'' Fall in love with the darkness of your being and lose yourself, lose yourself , do not fear this loss for you will rise and shine your true light.Then you'll see that the darkness is just an absence of the light, fear is just the absence of love, hate is just the absence of compassion. If you want the moon do not hide from the night, if you want the stars do not hide from the night, if you want love do not hide from yourself. The healing starts when you accept You are totally complete, loved, not alone, infinite. When you learn to wear both colors black and white, when you learn to wear the wedding dress and funeral dress in the same time when you accept You as who you really are; And You are Love..... ''You are the root of heaven, the morning star, the bright moon, the house of endless love''.  Rumi