Feb 19
Even when it’s all over, I still look at you
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Even when it’s all over, I still look at you
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Its been years since you left
I’ve been learning to be more sociable
You were right, life did continue
Nothing changed , nothing stopped
Yet
Every time I hear your name
My heart drops
My mind screams
I can feel my eyes start to burn
It’s like I’m still recovering
Yet it’s been years since you left
I’ve finally started to smile again
I wish you were still here, you always knew what to do. I’m tried of being the one who makes all the decisions, but alas I’m grateful for you teaching how to be on my own. Nobody will ever know the version of me that you had and for that I will forever miss you. I’ve been missing a part of me for over 6 years. Thank you
Yet I am the only one who suffers, still not understanding what this is.
Will I ever get over this grief ?
I miss you , but I know you have heard this enough.
I see you in everything and now you will be nothing.
What will become of me? Will you remember me?
Are we forever meant to be doomed ?
Can I be saved?
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I feel empty
Decaying away
Slowly and surely
Every feeling
Reminds me of
My mistakes.
Are you
Another mistake?
I feel to much, so therefore I will always present as too much for you.
I take without acknowledgment and yet I still ask for more.
My worst fear is being forgotten, yet I keep pushing people away. I crave to be understood, yet I am too complex for my own well being.
Will I always fall victim to my own existence, I am a person who can’t be loved. I feel for people, who pity me for being me. I will always hope for a love that will truthfully love me , see me for everything I am.
I am too much and I can only hope that one day, you will love all of me. No matter how much I present to others, no matter how others look at me. Will you accept me for all that I am? Will you be with me through this dark time, with hope that it will be worth it in the end.
Thank you for it all, even if you do leave me in the end. Thank you for the experience 🌱