15. ?
15. any "paranormal" or unexplainable experiences?
hi brother 👋 ok so back around early april this year i started feelings like physical things around me and hearing things that were not there (?) and it got so bad that i ended up giving the different feelings and voices names cuz theyd show up so frequently . i ended up narrowing it down to 3 things (???i dont know) and giving them names, oscar, sally, and viktor . i was profiling them in my notes bc ididntk what they were and ididntk who to talk to 😓i was scared to tell my mom because i thought she'd take me to a psychiatrist or something but i knew it wasn't in my head . my friends are NOT openminded enough for ts and i was . worried about posting it on here so I just . noted ✍️✍️instead
the entire time i was seeing these dudes i was also having the most vivid dreams of my LIFELike dude itwas. insane. i never really remembered them much but i remember that i had them and i would be able to remember little things like oscars hair bein blue and that sally was a girl but also im not sure about any of that stuff soidk. i barely remember any of it now im having to reread the notes and stuff. Aand my cats would NNOTT enter my room if one of the three were there. like my cat hissed and me when oscar'' was on my shoulders and just generally they were very distant and wary of the three. like muffin was once deadass fighting the air and i was really confused till i moved closer and my hair was pulled . 😓 sally freak u but like yeah and all of these ended by after may near the start of summer. i genuinely thought i was losing my mind but its gone now so .. idrc . they really fucked w me during exam seasons i hated it actually. sometimes i lowk miss oscar but id rather not have any of them than have to deal w viktor . viktor literally droveme to insanity dude iwas tweaking the fuck out cuz of him but yeah it was. a good experience i say through tears and bruises ❤️🩹
