#warmshipping

need to kiss him until we’re both silly and delirious and giggling, until we’re both grabbing at each other’s shoulders and sides and arms, until we’re both half hazardously stumbling our way backwards onto the couch in a heap of laughter just so we can be as close as possible and we’re clumsily bumping foreheads and noses. need to kiss him until he can’t stop smiling and until we’re both stupidly lovestruck and just clinging to each other

I like… theming small insignificant parts of my outfits after f/os. Mismatching my sock colors, making my hair clips two different colors, wearing kandi bracelets that are their defining colors. Just little things no one else would recognize but me. Little reminders of them throughout the day <3

I like thinking that Marik is just really unconventionally good with technology. I know his ghouls were probably the ones to design the counterfeit cards, but I like thinking he did most of it himself because I think having a teenager who spent 13 years of his life underground bypass Kaiba Corporation security measures and functions that were likely put into duel disks to prevent the use and/or reading of fake cards is funny. i think if any of his technology got infected with a virus he would manage to get rid of it out of sheer luck rather than skill. would probably proceed to intentionally infect himself with more just to continue getting rid of them in ways that are varying in absurdity.

I picked up a habit a while ago that I haven’t been able to shake; whenever I read a book, I usually imagine that I’m reading it with my f/os. Sometimes it can help me get through a boring book, a book I never finished, or keeps me interested in school required books. Sometimes I like to think that they’d respond to my stupid comments with their own remarks, or indulge in my observations. I imagine usually that I’m just sitting next to them, or I’m sitting in their lap, or something like that, just holding the book between us. I also like to think that they’d make some sort of non-verbal cue for when it’s okay to turn the page, like them moving to hold my hand so we can turn the page together, or something cheesy like that. Every time I go to the library (which is often) I catch myself looking for books about their canonical interests because I think they’d like it, or a specific genre of book for the same reason. All in all, if you enjoy reading, remember to read to/with your f/os. I’m sure they’d appreciate it <3

I know I said warmshipping was going to be a workshopped name and I’d probably eventually find something better but what if. what if I was that speck of light in his life that made going through all the suffering and darkness worth it. what if he does make me feel all warm and fuzzy and happy and giddy inside and I make him feel like that too. what if we’re both just a comforting and loving embrace for each other to rest in in this rough world. what if we make each other feel and experience things we’ve never had before. what then