#wanderstiel

same same same. i’m all to aware how bad this site is for me. i don’t have anything to give it either, and it has gotten too to the point where it doesn’t give nothing back to me, just takes away. SO why the hell do i come back here.

//nuzzles you//

i kind of stay for my friends on here at this point? and i do like running a blog, genuinely, just not all the baggage that comes with it. it's getting a little out of hand. and i do like the community for the most part, the encouragement of writing and artwork etc. but a lot of it just...there's something about it that always makes my anxiety go nuts.  idk

laughs sadly feel you. i was yesterday night hellbent on deleting my blog when i wake up buT STILL HERE god i suck so much on so many levels

i was venting to one of my best friends last night and was like "i'm going to delete that fucking blog it's ruining my life" and he just goes "no you won't" and i'm like "i'm serious this time" and he's like "you say this like every week"

and HERE I AM